I don't remember... anything.
One Tree Hill is an amazing show. I love Chad Michael Murray. I will marry this guy one day, oh I will.
Okay, so back to reality.
Unfortunately, night classes are out, and I am now attending English High School in Lynn... all day. From 8 in the morning, until 2:30 in the afternoon. Sure, that's not a long time really, only 6 1/2 hours. But AGAIN I have to get used to a whole new place, and new people. Life just likes to kick me in the ass sometimes. But I guess it isn't that bad. Hey, who am I to complain? Its only for a few more weeks, and it'll go by fast, so I'm just gonna deal. At least my classes aren't incredibly long, only like 50 minutes. So, that's cool.
I really have so much on my mind, but no words to explain it. I hate it when that happens.
I discovered something over the past couple of days. A decision that I should have made a long time ago, but was too scared to. A committment to a certain person that wasn't right a few months ago, but is so right now. I hate that its been this long for me to figure all of this out, but I mean, better late than never, right? I just hope he understands.
You know what's funny? I really don't get girls when they are "fighting." I wish we were like guys when it came to that. Guys can get into fights and beat the shit out of each other, then the next day they are cool. Its like they just needed to let off some extra steam, and what's a better way to do that than to beat the hell out of one another? But girls on the other hand, we bitch and complain, talk about the other behind her back, make up stupid false stories about her, make rude comments, and hold grudges for God knows how long. WTF. Its just ridiculous. Why can't we just beat each other up and make it all better?
Okay this is stupid. I don't even know anything anymore. I'm just lost right now. I don't know what happened in the last three minutes, but so many thoughts went through my head and my mood fell so low. Oh well, it happens.
Julie is picking me up Friday. =)
I can't wait to see your face love.
Okay, so back to reality.
Unfortunately, night classes are out, and I am now attending English High School in Lynn... all day. From 8 in the morning, until 2:30 in the afternoon. Sure, that's not a long time really, only 6 1/2 hours. But AGAIN I have to get used to a whole new place, and new people. Life just likes to kick me in the ass sometimes. But I guess it isn't that bad. Hey, who am I to complain? Its only for a few more weeks, and it'll go by fast, so I'm just gonna deal. At least my classes aren't incredibly long, only like 50 minutes. So, that's cool.
I really have so much on my mind, but no words to explain it. I hate it when that happens.
I discovered something over the past couple of days. A decision that I should have made a long time ago, but was too scared to. A committment to a certain person that wasn't right a few months ago, but is so right now. I hate that its been this long for me to figure all of this out, but I mean, better late than never, right? I just hope he understands.
You know what's funny? I really don't get girls when they are "fighting." I wish we were like guys when it came to that. Guys can get into fights and beat the shit out of each other, then the next day they are cool. Its like they just needed to let off some extra steam, and what's a better way to do that than to beat the hell out of one another? But girls on the other hand, we bitch and complain, talk about the other behind her back, make up stupid false stories about her, make rude comments, and hold grudges for God knows how long. WTF. Its just ridiculous. Why can't we just beat each other up and make it all better?
Okay this is stupid. I don't even know anything anymore. I'm just lost right now. I don't know what happened in the last three minutes, but so many thoughts went through my head and my mood fell so low. Oh well, it happens.
Julie is picking me up Friday. =)
I can't wait to see your face love.