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Perfect. Angstyness ensues when not only does Buffy die, but so does Willow. I never really liked either of them... but it's still upsetting. Of course no one has asked me how I am, not like it matters. Oh who am I kidding, of course it matters. I know I should be feeling more sad then angry, but the truth is, I am angry. None of them bother to even look my way twice after Xander leaves me at the altar, and I don't expect that to change. I've had my fair share of mourning for Buffy and Willow, but I've done it all alone, just like everything I've done these past monthes. Yes. Everything. Take that whichever you want.
I didn't know who to turn to, but with two of the most powerful forces dead, I wondered what would happen. Of course, I could go straight to D'Hoffryn and demand my demon powers back since I turned them down after the wedding. Then again, it's highly doubtful he'd give me a second chance, and even more unlikely due to the fact that him and his "girls" are probably out terrorizing everyone before Faith gets out of jail and Tara steps up to the wicca level that Willow was at.
I'm going to put my money... well maybe not my money, that's too important... on the fact that evil is going to triumph. It's not the best outlook I suppose, but what else am I expected to do? The only friends I ever had as a human left me when my "boyfriend" left me at the altar, and now two of them are dead. The slayer and the most powerful wicca in America, or even the world. I needed to find a place, and I knew it wasn't going to be as a demon nor as a member of the gang formerly known as the scoobies.
I need to push aside those petty mortal "feelings" for Xander. I want to punish him the way he punished me, and I have a feeling it won't work by being a demon and throwing a few boils on his penis. I want him to hurt worse, much worse... and I think I had an idea of who I need to go to...
I didn't know who to turn to, but with two of the most powerful forces dead, I wondered what would happen. Of course, I could go straight to D'Hoffryn and demand my demon powers back since I turned them down after the wedding. Then again, it's highly doubtful he'd give me a second chance, and even more unlikely due to the fact that him and his "girls" are probably out terrorizing everyone before Faith gets out of jail and Tara steps up to the wicca level that Willow was at.
I'm going to put my money... well maybe not my money, that's too important... on the fact that evil is going to triumph. It's not the best outlook I suppose, but what else am I expected to do? The only friends I ever had as a human left me when my "boyfriend" left me at the altar, and now two of them are dead. The slayer and the most powerful wicca in America, or even the world. I needed to find a place, and I knew it wasn't going to be as a demon nor as a member of the gang formerly known as the scoobies.
I need to push aside those petty mortal "feelings" for Xander. I want to punish him the way he punished me, and I have a feeling it won't work by being a demon and throwing a few boils on his penis. I want him to hurt worse, much worse... and I think I had an idea of who I need to go to...