(no subject)
i'm completely losing it.
i've managed to convince myself that the only reason boys are ever attracted to me, if at all, is because of my size. which is currently changing for the worse and it's freaking me out.
also, i still havent finished college apps...guess i'm not going...
work sucks so badly, i cant even describe it. i'm pretty much just waiting around to see what my raise will be. i feel bad quitting before christmas but i just dont know how much more i can handle.
the weirdest and insignificant shit gets me down. not even worth tracing back.
okay. awesome.
gonna go write some of the 15 journals i've managed to neglect. like i even have real classes.
i am so on top of things.
i've managed to convince myself that the only reason boys are ever attracted to me, if at all, is because of my size. which is currently changing for the worse and it's freaking me out.
also, i still havent finished college apps...guess i'm not going...
work sucks so badly, i cant even describe it. i'm pretty much just waiting around to see what my raise will be. i feel bad quitting before christmas but i just dont know how much more i can handle.
the weirdest and insignificant shit gets me down. not even worth tracing back.
okay. awesome.
gonna go write some of the 15 journals i've managed to neglect. like i even have real classes.
i am so on top of things.