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I have finally done it. I have taken the first step towards change. I have applied for a CELTA course for which I have an interview this coming Wednesday. It is difficult to say exactly how much is hinging on this at the moment. The best I could hope for is get CELTA qualified and move somewhere more central, like London to do this, and the somewhat less desirable scenario would be to movie abroad. The only reason would that would be undesirable really would be because of the complications my medical conditions would bring to the situation, and also the necessesity to break up with my partner. I have never been the best at dealing with change and I certainly have never sought it out, except once before. I can still remember how big a step moving to this country was for me and I cannot imagine doing anything like it again that easily especially since i feel more invested in everything now, life, friends, job, relationship. That is the peril of getting older I guess. Still part of me is looking forward to a change nonetheless, simply because a change might bring me closer to some of the things I want.