mother of god a hate posting shit like this but..

[piddle_fuknaut]

this is kind of the only vent i have now a days...

my life really isnt going that badly
im moving into a new apartment with some friends of mine and i cant wait for that.
im getting my tattoo(it really feels cool to be able to get one its quite awesome).
im picking my classes tomarrow(which is good).
ive been drinking less and exercising, more(awesome!).

but all in all...

i must say, I Feel So LONELY It Hurts...
i have nowhere to turn to when i feel low...

and it sucks. i havent found anyone that i feel even halfway good enough about to fill the void in my life
i hate! where im at...(mentaly)
and it makes me very depressed (even though things arent that bad)

im just alone... and thats apparently where i will be for a while.