Feb 01, 2005 23:12
And it doesn't look that bad. I got my unemployment check and my state tax return today so I went out with Guch today and we did what we usually do, shopped. I dunno, something's up with Guch and she really must be depressed cuz I throw some nice insults to her and she doesn't react like always. I hope she feels better by my birthday cuz I only want happy vibes around no negativity. Oh yeah, it's my birthday next month. The big 23. Fuck saks, I'm goin to be 23 years old and I still haven't figured out my future or present. I dunno man, this rebel thing isn't really workin out and I need to step up and do something. I'm definitely goin back to school. Cuz school is cool and it will help in the job hunt. Fuck school, useless info on an unsteady young adult. I know, I'll blow it all off and if I do graduate, I on't get anything from it. Negative vibes is what I have tonight. Maybe it's becuz I lost 1500 to my brother in fuckin cards or it's becuz I'm really sick. You know, I need to get in touch with my inner self and ask my self what I want to do in life. I'll probably do that once I get some fuckin booze in me. Oh...Did I mention I saw Kara fuckin Williams today with Jordan @ Barnes And Noble? Yeah, I did and she was lookin hot!! I only got to speak to Jordan cuz apparently both of them were blazed and I needed to pick up a book for my brother. Oh well... I'll see her @ Dockside in a couple of weeks. Alright bitches, I'm done writing cuz I don't feel like writing anymore. Until next time stanger, holla at your boy. This is Cliff, confused as hell. One love to Tanya and Tizzle. Shout outs to the meanest and cutest dog Mr. Pookie Partosan. Get'em boy.......