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it's the ultimate kick in the stomach to know that, no matter how much you want to, you'll never get the chance to talk to someone again.
i still have that amaryllis, though, that was his, and i'm going to do everything i possibly can to keep it alive. it reminds me of him, so much does.
terrible news + calculus AP + trying not to cry for the entire calculus AP + going out of town for the next one (or two?) weekends = i'm mentally and physically exhausted, and it's only wednesday.
on the bright side, i will get to see my brother at the funeral.
i still have that amaryllis, though, that was his, and i'm going to do everything i possibly can to keep it alive. it reminds me of him, so much does.
terrible news + calculus AP + trying not to cry for the entire calculus AP + going out of town for the next one (or two?) weekends = i'm mentally and physically exhausted, and it's only wednesday.
on the bright side, i will get to see my brother at the funeral.