Nov 07, 2005 10:15
yesterday was a very surreal day for me.
i saw many people who i hadnt seen in almost a year.
the first was my freind chris. the last time i saw him was back in Februaruy at party.
when i saw him i was so happy. i miss my little fag.
the others were baically my ex-boyfreinds entire family.
it was his mom, little brother, his girlfriend, sarah, his little sister kristina, and joe and lisa.
these people were like my family for about a year. i love them so much and i was so happy when i saw them. especially kristina and joe.
the only sad part was that they were only there for a few hours. it was *poof* theyre here and *poof*poof* theyre gone.
i miss that part of my life so much. i miss being really happy and just going up there and have the time of life everytime.
it sucks now cuz all i can think about is what i used to have compared to what i have now.
comparing is so wrong so i wont do it.
i was happy then, now im just confused.
not unhappy, just confused.
dont say that we can still be friends. walk away from me this night is done.