"I just want to break you down so badly..."
So I wasted today...tired,out of it and not willing to do much...plus a little sore.
I was thrown from Quick (horse at school) on tuesday and then had a bitch of a riding lesson today....and then just to boot Excy is lame and most likely wants to eat my face right now, thought the eat my face part I'm not to worried about I can fix that....but I can't fix the lameness unfortunately...it infuriates me to the point of exploding.
It wouldn't piss me off so much if they took care of him properly but they don't and I see how people treat them. They use my poor baby for every riding lesson under the sun and then when he goes lame they don't even bother to give him rest then they wonder why he is bitchy and bucks at people on the ground.It makes my want to hit someone up there upside the head...it would make them better people.
I just need something right now and that something is far away from me.Maybe if I had something stable in my life it would help me....something I can count on more than what I have now....anyone want to find me something...someone?
I was thrown from Quick (horse at school) on tuesday and then had a bitch of a riding lesson today....and then just to boot Excy is lame and most likely wants to eat my face right now, thought the eat my face part I'm not to worried about I can fix that....but I can't fix the lameness unfortunately...it infuriates me to the point of exploding.
It wouldn't piss me off so much if they took care of him properly but they don't and I see how people treat them. They use my poor baby for every riding lesson under the sun and then when he goes lame they don't even bother to give him rest then they wonder why he is bitchy and bucks at people on the ground.It makes my want to hit someone up there upside the head...it would make them better people.
I just need something right now and that something is far away from me.Maybe if I had something stable in my life it would help me....something I can count on more than what I have now....anyone want to find me something...someone?