Jul 16, 2005 01:22
so i'm pretty much done.
something with which i have battled a while now is putting out way more
than what i get in return.
so basically, i'm fucking sick of being taken advantage of.
...maybe not everyone is aware of it, but quite honestly?
a lot of you disregard what i have to say as invalid,
or do not put out any effort whatsoever for me,
or just plain treat me like shit.
and i'm pretty proud of myself to actually say that finally.
i realize i keep too much to myself and that
my weakness is my own internalization.
but i'm saying this now, i'm putting out my ultimatum:
if you don't feel like being a friend,
i'm going to cease and desist trying to be yours.
moreover, i'm not going to be anyone's burden anymore.
call me a whiny bitch,
call me oversensitive and needy.
maybe i am.
but...simply, i'm done.