Jitters
She's away for the day. Either visiting a sick friend, or out there alone just thinking.
She's looking forward to our date on Saturday, and gave me what was the most sincere sounding "I love you" I've heard since she filed for divorce. Haven't heard from her since. I hope she's ok.
I feel like I did when I used to work for the toy store. Green Friday (or Black Friday for the rest of the retail industry). Wednesday we set our ad, just like everyone else. Then we went home, sent a day with family, and tried to sleep before arriving for work at 4am.
I never could sleep that night. I had done all I could on Wednesday. 4am would come and all that preparation work was either enough or not enough.
It's the same tonight.
I've done all i think I can to win her back. I've changed what I needed to. I've rededicated myself and my life to her. I love her dearly.
It's almost 4am...
She's looking forward to our date on Saturday, and gave me what was the most sincere sounding "I love you" I've heard since she filed for divorce. Haven't heard from her since. I hope she's ok.
I feel like I did when I used to work for the toy store. Green Friday (or Black Friday for the rest of the retail industry). Wednesday we set our ad, just like everyone else. Then we went home, sent a day with family, and tried to sleep before arriving for work at 4am.
I never could sleep that night. I had done all I could on Wednesday. 4am would come and all that preparation work was either enough or not enough.
It's the same tonight.
I've done all i think I can to win her back. I've changed what I needed to. I've rededicated myself and my life to her. I love her dearly.
It's almost 4am...