(no subject)
8:33
Just went out to do projects in the PC shop. Can't even believe this old Tagalog LOVE song is stuck in my head. xD;;
'Sayang' is the title sang by
2:00 PM 7/25/10
... Crap... I was just talking about not liking much of this profession...
The news last night showed the company where I'm thinking I'll enter as OJT (On the Job Training).
They were like, "Filipinos are good at this, that and blah, blah."
And you can see... Mom's eyes sparkled, happy, while she hanged her hand on the air to have a clap with me...
-clap- "'Nak(anak=my child), I'm so proud of you." is writen all over her face...
That thing... made me sad... and told to myself, "...Mom... If only you know......"
=====
12:56 PM 7/20/10
Yesterday was Laboratory Exams, where we should finish a task. A task to continue what we had started in our last year's project, Our experimental plane. =w=;;
While me and my team mates wait for our materials, we hanged out for a while beside the plane. Guess what my mates are talking about. ^^;;;
Love... Yes, love.
WHUT?! Can't I talk about my personal relationship... thing?! O[]o;;
Actually, I never had one. ^_^;;; Really. =w=;;;;
So, back with my team mates, one of them, who was beside me, was talking about his girlfriend. They were like this, they were like that.
Another one was talking about how to use a pregnancy test... Yes... ._.;;
And the parents of his girlfriend wanted to see him, blah, blah.
I whisppered, "Baket ako... Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang mga ganyan..." (Why haven't I experienced something like that?)
... No comment... ^^;;;
I don't know if I'm to blame because I really just don't know if the guy liked this girl and the likes but, there's one who is, I think, like me.
One of my classmate was like, "Oh, Jiongco, my love~" and pinches my FAT forearm.
I don't know if that was a joke or... What. ^^;;
I remembered, It was already late when we where dismissed, he was walking beside me and he was like, "Where's my kiss? Where's my goodbye kiss?" Well, he's always like that.
I answered back, "...Just... cheek to cheek... And shut up, ok?" So I did.
... That was my first time... >_<;;; R-r-really! I-I--I----!!!! @_@
And this happened from the the last days of our 1st year. It's the 2nd year's Graduation, where I played as a violinist, all of the first year's and the profs were left at school to do a little cleaning. And on that last day, someone stole my friends phone. Our prof checked all our bags and all. While they do, this guy, who was I talking about, his arms was arround my neck and asked me, "Do you hate me?" ... things like that.
What I really don't like about him is that he never take me to a less crowded place. ^^;; 'Coz one of my classmate who was REALLY faking and he's REALLY into, "Hey, let go of my babes." interrupted the night. ^^;;;
And the day after that, when my consciousness awakened from sleep, I was like... reminiscing about that night... I never felt... something like it...
We both love music...
We both love cats...
... and I think... more... I... Dunno...
But this 2nd year of ours, his more... calmer than before. ^w^;;;
=====
12:56 PM 7/20/10
Things I rather want to do... I want to SING! I want to SING IT ALL OUT! I want to sing my heart out! xD
I remember, this was way back, the TV was on and the show was American Idol. I glanced and took a little minute on the TV and asked myself... Why can't I be like them and sing on the big stage?
I don't know if I really have the potential to sing that good. But I LOVE music... And sometimes I wonder, can I even compose my own music? I can, if I'll try and focus on it.
ARG... random ranting again.
=====
6:41 PM 7/16/10
Hah!... Just watched the two last eps of FMA last night! Ha-Haahaaahaaa! Ha..hah...hah... TT_TT
Still can't believe FMA really ended...
It's just like reading a doujinshi or something. Specially on Ed and Winry's part. It's some kind of a hentai or something. xD;;
Man... I dunno... This thing's still can't get through me. ^^;;;;
_____
Sigh... On with my problems again... I hate realizing something out'ta me...
Bored in school... Not THAT-TOTALLY bored, but just bored...
Came to realize... this thing... really isn't my thing... I want to be a mechanic but... I puzzled it in that if I were to be one, I need to do this based on this and need to follow this or else this will go BOOM...
I realized... I like the things MY way... I want the things that is from me. My imaginations, my art, my way. Not like being a mechanic where you'll be guided with manual bibles and you SHOULD do it as what the thing says OR ELSE-!!!
Man... I hate this... I hate myself...
I'll be entering OJT (On the Job Training) soon... I'll try if hands-on things would be better for me. MAYBE, I'm ment for hands-on than on taking notes and listening to lectures.
My mom always reminds me of my résumé but I always find myself scanning and doing my drawings first while thinking for my objective.
... Sigh... I still hate myself...
Just went out to do projects in the PC shop. Can't even believe this old Tagalog LOVE song is stuck in my head. xD;;
'Sayang' is the title sang by
2:00 PM 7/25/10
... Crap... I was just talking about not liking much of this profession...
The news last night showed the company where I'm thinking I'll enter as OJT (On the Job Training).
They were like, "Filipinos are good at this, that and blah, blah."
And you can see... Mom's eyes sparkled, happy, while she hanged her hand on the air to have a clap with me...
-clap- "'Nak(anak=my child), I'm so proud of you." is writen all over her face...
That thing... made me sad... and told to myself, "...Mom... If only you know......"
=====
12:56 PM 7/20/10
Yesterday was Laboratory Exams, where we should finish a task. A task to continue what we had started in our last year's project, Our experimental plane. =w=;;
While me and my team mates wait for our materials, we hanged out for a while beside the plane. Guess what my mates are talking about. ^^;;;
Love... Yes, love.
WHUT?! Can't I talk about my personal relationship... thing?! O[]o;;
Actually, I never had one. ^_^;;; Really. =w=;;;;
So, back with my team mates, one of them, who was beside me, was talking about his girlfriend. They were like this, they were like that.
Another one was talking about how to use a pregnancy test... Yes... ._.;;
And the parents of his girlfriend wanted to see him, blah, blah.
I whisppered, "Baket ako... Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang mga ganyan..." (Why haven't I experienced something like that?)
... No comment... ^^;;;
I don't know if I'm to blame because I really just don't know if the guy liked this girl and the likes but, there's one who is, I think, like me.
One of my classmate was like, "Oh, Jiongco, my love~" and pinches my FAT forearm.
I don't know if that was a joke or... What. ^^;;
I remembered, It was already late when we where dismissed, he was walking beside me and he was like, "Where's my kiss? Where's my goodbye kiss?" Well, he's always like that.
I answered back, "...Just... cheek to cheek... And shut up, ok?" So I did.
... That was my first time... >_<;;; R-r-really! I-I--I----!!!! @_@
And this happened from the the last days of our 1st year. It's the 2nd year's Graduation, where I played as a violinist, all of the first year's and the profs were left at school to do a little cleaning. And on that last day, someone stole my friends phone. Our prof checked all our bags and all. While they do, this guy, who was I talking about, his arms was arround my neck and asked me, "Do you hate me?" ... things like that.
What I really don't like about him is that he never take me to a less crowded place. ^^;; 'Coz one of my classmate who was REALLY faking and he's REALLY into, "Hey, let go of my babes." interrupted the night. ^^;;;
And the day after that, when my consciousness awakened from sleep, I was like... reminiscing about that night... I never felt... something like it...
We both love music...
We both love cats...
... and I think... more... I... Dunno...
But this 2nd year of ours, his more... calmer than before. ^w^;;;
=====
12:56 PM 7/20/10
Things I rather want to do... I want to SING! I want to SING IT ALL OUT! I want to sing my heart out! xD
I remember, this was way back, the TV was on and the show was American Idol. I glanced and took a little minute on the TV and asked myself... Why can't I be like them and sing on the big stage?
I don't know if I really have the potential to sing that good. But I LOVE music... And sometimes I wonder, can I even compose my own music? I can, if I'll try and focus on it.
ARG... random ranting again.
=====
6:41 PM 7/16/10
Hah!... Just watched the two last eps of FMA last night! Ha-Haahaaahaaa! Ha..hah...hah... TT_TT
Still can't believe FMA really ended...
It's just like reading a doujinshi or something. Specially on Ed and Winry's part. It's some kind of a hentai or something. xD;;
Man... I dunno... This thing's still can't get through me. ^^;;;;
_____
Sigh... On with my problems again... I hate realizing something out'ta me...
Bored in school... Not THAT-TOTALLY bored, but just bored...
Came to realize... this thing... really isn't my thing... I want to be a mechanic but... I puzzled it in that if I were to be one, I need to do this based on this and need to follow this or else this will go BOOM...
I realized... I like the things MY way... I want the things that is from me. My imaginations, my art, my way. Not like being a mechanic where you'll be guided with manual bibles and you SHOULD do it as what the thing says OR ELSE-!!!
Man... I hate this... I hate myself...
I'll be entering OJT (On the Job Training) soon... I'll try if hands-on things would be better for me. MAYBE, I'm ment for hands-on than on taking notes and listening to lectures.
My mom always reminds me of my résumé but I always find myself scanning and doing my drawings first while thinking for my objective.
... Sigh... I still hate myself...