Mar 04, 2005 22:21
Okay, WHAT THE FUCK did I do!? Why the FUCK am I being punished by karma, or god, or whatever the fuck is out there!? Where along the line did I fuck up so bad you have to take away my BEST FUCKING FRIEND!?! My last strand is now shredded, and I'm thoroughly off the fucking wall. This is my last stand, and I refuse to be the victim of consequence any further!
Barry is moving away due to a random transfer of his Dad or Mom. Delaware. WHAT THE FUCK is in Delaware?! I'm trying to keep my mind away from it, but my purified RAGE is boiling over and my frustration is kicking in. I'm going to be alone...my lifeline, the guy who could always make me better no matter how sick and how upset I am is leaving MUCH earlier than expected...there was so much more we wanted to do. Christ, why is this happening?! What do I need to change in my life to make Karma work in my FUCKING FAVOR AT LEAST ONCE!!! I've paid over 25 dollars the past 2 days to buy my friends LUNCH. I'm trying my hardest to help this kid I tutor pass seventh grade, and out of shame for my failure, I've even taken a cut in pay for it. I'm trying to be nice to people who people don't want shit to do with to make their days at pioneer a little better.
JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I DID AND I'LL TRY AND FIX IT!
At least tell me what to do now...