Bringing it back to the beginning...

Mar 02, 2005 00:31

Sara and I have ended our relationship. I still haven't recovered, but I put on a good face anyway. No reason to let the whole world see how shitty I feel and put the burden on them. If you're reading this and have concerns; don't worry. I'm working my way through it slowly, but it's going to take a little bit.

Today I saw Amy, who I haven't seen in upwards of a year (if not more) and it felt really good. But having her be away for so long was a blessing and a curse. We left things unfinished between us, we always used to be good friends that argued a shitload...but now, we've both established that we're nearing the end of all that we have come to know and love, and as college looms on the horizon, so stands the final days of my friendship with these people. It's not that I want to lose them, but with Amy in Florida, Barry in Georgia, Michelle back here in Ann Arbor...it's going to be very difficult to keep up with everyone. I wish I could keep things somewhat how they are...but with the exception that I'd like to actually be happy. Happiness would be nice...why was it so easy before?
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