random thoughts
Can you seriously believe that I'm still single. I want to change. I don't really want to, but I have to. I just want to feel what everyone else feels. To wake up and know someone is thinking about you. I'll even take all the bad things you have to add in there (the fights, etc.) Why can't I have a boyfriend? How am I not ready for that yet? I hate setting myself up for rejection. It always happens and I still continue to do it. Why would a white guy like a black girl? I think they'd rather be gay. I wish my medicine could block out this type of pain...