just something I gotta say...
I'm frustrated with high school. I'm tired of hearing my friends talk about what parties they went to or how well they did in pong or how many bowls they smoked. freakin a, is that the only way to get kicks anymore? maybe I get to be labeled as the sober girl thats no fun... but don't pity me because I don't spend my weekends in a drunken stupor, hiding in bathrooms and shit. I know people who like me for me, and I don't have to be drunk to be okay with myself. I think less of you because you do. To pity you people would be a waste of time because you wouldn't give a rat's ass.
As for myself, I'm going to live like there's meaning to it. I want to remember my nights and spend my days like there's more to look forward to than a meaningless boozefest at the end of the week.
And no, I'm not overthinking it. Being smart does not mean I spend my time thinking about how much nicer it is to read a book than to drink a beer - I just don't have to be a dumbass to have a good time.
I'm just tired of it. But I don't care what you do with your life - that's why it's yours, not mine.
Wishing you all a happy new years...
Love,
Alyssa
(party on!)
As for myself, I'm going to live like there's meaning to it. I want to remember my nights and spend my days like there's more to look forward to than a meaningless boozefest at the end of the week.
And no, I'm not overthinking it. Being smart does not mean I spend my time thinking about how much nicer it is to read a book than to drink a beer - I just don't have to be a dumbass to have a good time.
I'm just tired of it. But I don't care what you do with your life - that's why it's yours, not mine.
Wishing you all a happy new years...
Love,
Alyssa
(party on!)