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Today:
cut hair
went to post office
got new wind shield wipers
got hair dye
took the monsters bowling
made easy mac and hot dogs for dinner emmmmm
got phone fixed
Stocked up on food at publix.... FUCK YEAH
Tomarrow:
Bring chicken, mash potatoes, and baby corn to my parents house.... thats all i have planned.... what do you do with chicken, mash potatoes, and baby corn at your parents house when you havn't spoken a word to them in months and months..... i guess it will be my atempt to make a peace offering.... i dont even want to talk to them about anything... cause we will just fight and i will just leave. i will show up with my food, ask to use their kitchen, see if they want to eat it with me, and AGREE TO DISAGREE. Then i will head back to where it is that makes me happy and NAP.
-------kinda nervous and worried about this plan of mine with the folks----
ive gotten alot done this weekend being here. tied up some loose ends here and there and i feel pretty damn good and responsable about it all, but i cant keep driving pass my folks house every day and pretend their not there. I mean i can, but i dont feel like it's the right thing to do. our relationship is as far as it could be from where it was. it really is about agreeing to disagree. They dont like the person i am... and im tired of convincing them to look inside of me. They will never see past my peircings and tattoos and beliefs. Whatever. I know i have a good soul - ( they think i think that because i must take massive amounts of drugs with my strung out hippie friends while beating our bongos. ) .... I go to school full time... pay for it myself, and support myself..... like what the fuck..... Getoverit Getoverit Getoverit. Why the fuck have kids and raise them to be motherfucking INDEPENDENT if you cant deal with the choices they are going to make. Yes i will LISTEN to what they have to say and the advise they want to offer, but most of it is Bullshit to me. im just fucking living my life man, let me do that....
wow... i just predicted everything that will probably come up while i cook my chicken, potatoes and corn tomarrow... how frustrating... maybe i wont go.
cut hair
went to post office
got new wind shield wipers
got hair dye
took the monsters bowling
made easy mac and hot dogs for dinner emmmmm
got phone fixed
Stocked up on food at publix.... FUCK YEAH
Tomarrow:
Bring chicken, mash potatoes, and baby corn to my parents house.... thats all i have planned.... what do you do with chicken, mash potatoes, and baby corn at your parents house when you havn't spoken a word to them in months and months..... i guess it will be my atempt to make a peace offering.... i dont even want to talk to them about anything... cause we will just fight and i will just leave. i will show up with my food, ask to use their kitchen, see if they want to eat it with me, and AGREE TO DISAGREE. Then i will head back to where it is that makes me happy and NAP.
-------kinda nervous and worried about this plan of mine with the folks----
ive gotten alot done this weekend being here. tied up some loose ends here and there and i feel pretty damn good and responsable about it all, but i cant keep driving pass my folks house every day and pretend their not there. I mean i can, but i dont feel like it's the right thing to do. our relationship is as far as it could be from where it was. it really is about agreeing to disagree. They dont like the person i am... and im tired of convincing them to look inside of me. They will never see past my peircings and tattoos and beliefs. Whatever. I know i have a good soul - ( they think i think that because i must take massive amounts of drugs with my strung out hippie friends while beating our bongos. ) .... I go to school full time... pay for it myself, and support myself..... like what the fuck..... Getoverit Getoverit Getoverit. Why the fuck have kids and raise them to be motherfucking INDEPENDENT if you cant deal with the choices they are going to make. Yes i will LISTEN to what they have to say and the advise they want to offer, but most of it is Bullshit to me. im just fucking living my life man, let me do that....
wow... i just predicted everything that will probably come up while i cook my chicken, potatoes and corn tomarrow... how frustrating... maybe i wont go.