i wont annoy you at all
I’ll be by the front door
We’ll leave when you want
You’re having a good time
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I hear you from inside
You laughing the way
You do when I’m not there
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I think that maybe I should get up and just drive away
I’m shivering hard now, I’m shivering hard now
My face has barely any feeling left anymore
I’m shivering hard now, I’m shivering hard now
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
i really love this song, its so pretty and its a really cool metaphor but then again im just a dork like that and like stupid things like that. so things have been ok i mean i still miss him but it gets a little easier everyday, and i have other people to distract me haha. it sucks thought because now i cant decided who i want to take to prom.. hmm well whoever i take im sure itll be so great im excited. i was reading through all my lj posts and it made me so happy because i mean overall highschool was awesome and im glad that i met everyone i did and i only have one regret and its that i wish i couldve been not so stupid those first two years of school. but i like to think that i made up for it in the last two. i mean gymnastics was great, cheerleading was not so bad i guess, and ive met some people who have really helped me realize what is truly important in life. and during highschool i met nicolas ray mcgovern and im so excited because he'll be here the 29th and yes everyone can meet him haha. it was kinda depressing though because the other day me n jamie when to the armor for sleep and mae show and it made me feel so old because everyone there just seemed so immature because the starting line was also playing, i mean no doubt i love the starting line but i mean some things are just way to obnoxious. but it was still an awesome show. and eric showed up and that was great to. and me n jamie n eric went to go see the amitty vill horror and that was so great everyone go see it with a cute boy/girl so you can be all over them because it is such a scary movie omg lol. jamie friggin made my wrist hurt for like three days after that! but i really do love highschool and its not over it and things should be so fun from now till the end. its so werid though i mean the end of highschool, you always think itll never come and then all of a sudden its there and ur like oh shit. but ub should be a great time next year and my parents are actually really excited about what im planning to major in and it makes me feel so good. hmm i wonder how many times ill change my major though... well just so everyone knows my grad party is july 3rd so come and say goodbye ! and me n jamie are still planning a trip to somewher so let us know if u wanna come/ u have a place we could go or something we are getting no where with it. and jamie i love our trips to panos every week! ur so awesome and soon ill be able to drive us there ( knock on wood) my rode test is coming up in like three weeks im so excited! i cant wait to have my license! and i have good grades in school to im so happy. the highest grade in my english and 60s class and i have my highest grade in my other two classes, math and spanish, not tht senior year is hard haha. i kind of wish it was more of a challenge i get so bored in school with only four classes. but u can always look forward to third period study hall with marianne clara and erin and our escapades haha. like gettting crowns and other things... lol its so much fun. and i love how all of a sudden everyone is just partying like crazy because i mean its the end! its all over now theres what like two months of school left ahhhh i am never even home ne more i cant stand it because i feel like im wasting my time with all my friends. and i love all of them so much but i mean come on most people dont stay in touch after high school so u might as well spend as much time as u can with them now! and theres always that person that i wish i couldve spent more time with but that never happened and i dont know why i havent even thought about it in so long its weird because i still want it but i guess ive just accepted it wont happpen. that sucks but watcha gonna do? so things to look forward too
prom
prom weekend
license
summer!
UB
road trip???
non stop partying
justins prom
graduating
nick coming up!
and im sure lots of stuff will pop up along the way! but does anyone know where i can get a better job? i frigign hate my job i have to work at six everysaturday and sunday its sucks so bad! and i get paid like shit and only get like 18 hours a week. i cant pay for nething after i pay my carinsurance for that week and i have no money saved up in the bank and i realy really really should. meh i mean schools paid for got my labtop coming but i need lots of shit and i want to go on vacation! but at least i get wendys half of now!! wow this is so long look at me not have a life tonight because i have to babysit even though i want to go to 29 oh well
i love you guys
We’ll leave when you want
You’re having a good time
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I hear you from inside
You laughing the way
You do when I’m not there
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I think that maybe I should get up and just drive away
I’m shivering hard now, I’m shivering hard now
My face has barely any feeling left anymore
I’m shivering hard now, I’m shivering hard now
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
i really love this song, its so pretty and its a really cool metaphor but then again im just a dork like that and like stupid things like that. so things have been ok i mean i still miss him but it gets a little easier everyday, and i have other people to distract me haha. it sucks thought because now i cant decided who i want to take to prom.. hmm well whoever i take im sure itll be so great im excited. i was reading through all my lj posts and it made me so happy because i mean overall highschool was awesome and im glad that i met everyone i did and i only have one regret and its that i wish i couldve been not so stupid those first two years of school. but i like to think that i made up for it in the last two. i mean gymnastics was great, cheerleading was not so bad i guess, and ive met some people who have really helped me realize what is truly important in life. and during highschool i met nicolas ray mcgovern and im so excited because he'll be here the 29th and yes everyone can meet him haha. it was kinda depressing though because the other day me n jamie when to the armor for sleep and mae show and it made me feel so old because everyone there just seemed so immature because the starting line was also playing, i mean no doubt i love the starting line but i mean some things are just way to obnoxious. but it was still an awesome show. and eric showed up and that was great to. and me n jamie n eric went to go see the amitty vill horror and that was so great everyone go see it with a cute boy/girl so you can be all over them because it is such a scary movie omg lol. jamie friggin made my wrist hurt for like three days after that! but i really do love highschool and its not over it and things should be so fun from now till the end. its so werid though i mean the end of highschool, you always think itll never come and then all of a sudden its there and ur like oh shit. but ub should be a great time next year and my parents are actually really excited about what im planning to major in and it makes me feel so good. hmm i wonder how many times ill change my major though... well just so everyone knows my grad party is july 3rd so come and say goodbye ! and me n jamie are still planning a trip to somewher so let us know if u wanna come/ u have a place we could go or something we are getting no where with it. and jamie i love our trips to panos every week! ur so awesome and soon ill be able to drive us there ( knock on wood) my rode test is coming up in like three weeks im so excited! i cant wait to have my license! and i have good grades in school to im so happy. the highest grade in my english and 60s class and i have my highest grade in my other two classes, math and spanish, not tht senior year is hard haha. i kind of wish it was more of a challenge i get so bored in school with only four classes. but u can always look forward to third period study hall with marianne clara and erin and our escapades haha. like gettting crowns and other things... lol its so much fun. and i love how all of a sudden everyone is just partying like crazy because i mean its the end! its all over now theres what like two months of school left ahhhh i am never even home ne more i cant stand it because i feel like im wasting my time with all my friends. and i love all of them so much but i mean come on most people dont stay in touch after high school so u might as well spend as much time as u can with them now! and theres always that person that i wish i couldve spent more time with but that never happened and i dont know why i havent even thought about it in so long its weird because i still want it but i guess ive just accepted it wont happpen. that sucks but watcha gonna do? so things to look forward too
prom
prom weekend
license
summer!
UB
road trip???
non stop partying
justins prom
graduating
nick coming up!
and im sure lots of stuff will pop up along the way! but does anyone know where i can get a better job? i frigign hate my job i have to work at six everysaturday and sunday its sucks so bad! and i get paid like shit and only get like 18 hours a week. i cant pay for nething after i pay my carinsurance for that week and i have no money saved up in the bank and i realy really really should. meh i mean schools paid for got my labtop coming but i need lots of shit and i want to go on vacation! but at least i get wendys half of now!! wow this is so long look at me not have a life tonight because i have to babysit even though i want to go to 29 oh well
i love you guys