today
Today made my withdrawal from Converse official. Damn I'm gonna miss that place, eventhough getting drunk was the one thing I didn't fail there. But really, I'm gonna miss the people most of all. Living with the same group of people for nine months creates a lot of memories and awesome friendships, I mean it's like a 600 person real world. My life wasn't supposed to be this way you know. I should be going back to that shithole in the fall and defending my title as an alcoholic, but instead, I will be in the same small town that I always dreamed of leaving. Anyway, after dealing with all that crap I went and played tennis with Shanna, or at least I tried. I'm glad that Nathan and I didn't spend today together, because I really kind of needed a break. I love him more than anything but sometimes I just need to get away. There is so much drama in everyone's life right now that I'm so confused about who loves who and who doesn't love anyone and why it's even an issue. Girls are so petty,that I don't know how my gay friends stay gay without killing all their crushes! But then again, Nathan is pettier than any girl I know, and if I can't seem to make myself give up on him. But this weekend is the fourth, so let's celebrate red, white, and beer weekend! God Bless America!