must feel better.
feel like im going to puke. so maybe writing such a thing on here will make me feel better.\
how can making everything correct in one's life make one feel so shitty. i want to hate and destroy and execute but in the same way i want to love and cherish and keep.
i really need to go back to the city to get away and be free and whathaveyou.
im really glad that my friends are always there...but its so hard when everything around you is changing just when your ready to accept what you have.
i hope this new years is much fun because i really need something to cheer me up. this depression really is making me ill. which causes me to feel digusting, betrayed, uncared for, and empty. i sure do hate relationships a lot.
...because they ruin people for longer than necessary.
how can making everything correct in one's life make one feel so shitty. i want to hate and destroy and execute but in the same way i want to love and cherish and keep.
i really need to go back to the city to get away and be free and whathaveyou.
im really glad that my friends are always there...but its so hard when everything around you is changing just when your ready to accept what you have.
i hope this new years is much fun because i really need something to cheer me up. this depression really is making me ill. which causes me to feel digusting, betrayed, uncared for, and empty. i sure do hate relationships a lot.
...because they ruin people for longer than necessary.