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So everyone's gone, and I'm sitting in my room alone contemplating starting to study/practice. I probably should and I probably will. I'm pretty sure that my grades will be okay this semester but they arent going to be outstanding, unfortunantly. I'm a little worried that my parents will be disapointed, but I'm doing what I can, and that's all I can really do right? Next week is going to be bitter sweet for me. It's the jazz christmas concert which is going to rock balls, but its his last concert. Sad. Then it's his recital...that's pretty much the end, and once again very sad for me. UGH. GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER SARA!!! haha that was me talking to myself in third person.
You know I was thinking about this and you only live once. I'm not super religous but I do believe in fate. I'm supposed to be here in Bemidji right now I can feel it. You know it just feels right. Another thing about only living once is sometimes you only have once chance to do something, and my chance with Jared is right now. Not tomorrow, or the next day, but right fucking now.
Okay so I just wrote a shitload about how I miss playing soccer, I played for 10 years, and how I fell down yesterday and have bruises. It was quite funny, but I deleted it. HAH!!
You know I was thinking about this and you only live once. I'm not super religous but I do believe in fate. I'm supposed to be here in Bemidji right now I can feel it. You know it just feels right. Another thing about only living once is sometimes you only have once chance to do something, and my chance with Jared is right now. Not tomorrow, or the next day, but right fucking now.
Okay so I just wrote a shitload about how I miss playing soccer, I played for 10 years, and how I fell down yesterday and have bruises. It was quite funny, but I deleted it. HAH!!