tired but cheery :)
hey kiddies! i havent updated this stupid thing in a wicked long time...wellll...im home for the summer and working at dunkin donuts...happy happy joy joy...LOL
anyways...so i thought i was in love with david...eh...well we're just good friends and thats all its going to be and i am SO cool with. im getting over him and i am so happy right now. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders for some reason.
and now...yes to all of your surprises...i...now...am into....jared again...LOL...SHOCKING
everytime i always go back to jared. thats got to mean something right? crazy. yah i want his shit. i wanna do him like a jack rabbit. remember therese when he used to make in absolutely insane...man those were good times, i miss them, but have this feeling that good things are to come. but yah. LOL i still am not over him. i wonder if hes ever read any of the shit ive written about him in this stupid ass livejournal. LOL...i used to sit in the listening lab in bangsburg and write about him...i wonder how man people read it. HA. awesome.
HEY THERESE! remember that time i coughed up a lung biscuit!? good times goooood ass times.
SO here's all the stuff I remember about jared:
1. We used to stare at each other ALL the time in wind ensemble and shit. or maybe it was me staring at him and him wondering...why the fuck is dempster staring at me...LOL
2. we were sitting in the lounge one day and he was like stoking his saxophone provacatively and said something like the girls like it when you can double tongue really fast. yah i was hott.
3. that sweater that everyone hated that i always loved.
4. telling him cigarettes are bad at a party and arguing with him...one of the THREE WHOLE TIMES we ever talked LOL. i was always to scared or shaking to much to even move in his presence.
5. his teeth were always a little scary. LOL
6. i used to order WICKED expensive pizza to see if hed deliver it. LOL...stalker status...i know...im a freak!
7. that rehersal we had before our first concert when we were playing dance movements...on break he sat next to me on the couch, and then at the chilli thing at pughs after, he chose me for his kick ball team. LOL he didnt know my name, but thats a minor detail. LOL
8. i went to his dress rehersal. WOW. that was aquard and i think steve realized at that moment that i wanted jareds shit. once again can we say AQUARD! LOL
9. getting back to my dorm everynight and going...KARI...he LOOKED AT ME TODAY! man was i geeky!
10. making him a valentine and like professing my desire for his penis. LOL...just kidding...it was inocent and sweet...not raunchy and dirty LOL.........and i wasnt even drunk when i brought it to daves. i still dont know if he got it.
11. when i turend around at graduation the first thing i saw was him and he was looking at me. what a cutie! i love his new glasses.
12. I loved that song "Romance" that he played for his recital.
13. The remember when dance, when somehow i got stuck standing like RIGHT behind him...like inches away...and then he started doing the robot. sexay.
14. one time he said something about we all breathe dinosaur farts. hmmmm...
15. i always loved that john deere shirt of his...it excentuated his little man titties and beer gut. HOTT
16. i swear im not obsessive. no im really not...im just a little baked and a little bored! LOL
17. At a party i got really drunk, started asking everyone how big their penis was, was screaming jareds name and then puked chunks all over myself. im still wicked greatful to melinda for driving my ass home.
18. the smile on his face when i said congratulations to him after his recital.
19. ummmmmm...at the first concert during the 2nd movement of dance movements...the brass chorale one...you all know the one im talking about...i was staring at the ceiling because i was bored and i looked over at jared and he was looking at me and then he turned away and was smiling. that made me so giddy.
20. the last jazz band concert he played in. the christmas one...yah it was hott. i was digging it.
21. okay now that you all think im a freak...im done...LOL
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anyways...so i thought i was in love with david...eh...well we're just good friends and thats all its going to be and i am SO cool with. im getting over him and i am so happy right now. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders for some reason.
and now...yes to all of your surprises...i...now...am into....jared again...LOL...SHOCKING
everytime i always go back to jared. thats got to mean something right? crazy. yah i want his shit. i wanna do him like a jack rabbit. remember therese when he used to make in absolutely insane...man those were good times, i miss them, but have this feeling that good things are to come. but yah. LOL i still am not over him. i wonder if hes ever read any of the shit ive written about him in this stupid ass livejournal. LOL...i used to sit in the listening lab in bangsburg and write about him...i wonder how man people read it. HA. awesome.
HEY THERESE! remember that time i coughed up a lung biscuit!? good times goooood ass times.
SO here's all the stuff I remember about jared:
1. We used to stare at each other ALL the time in wind ensemble and shit. or maybe it was me staring at him and him wondering...why the fuck is dempster staring at me...LOL
2. we were sitting in the lounge one day and he was like stoking his saxophone provacatively and said something like the girls like it when you can double tongue really fast. yah i was hott.
3. that sweater that everyone hated that i always loved.
4. telling him cigarettes are bad at a party and arguing with him...one of the THREE WHOLE TIMES we ever talked LOL. i was always to scared or shaking to much to even move in his presence.
5. his teeth were always a little scary. LOL
6. i used to order WICKED expensive pizza to see if hed deliver it. LOL...stalker status...i know...im a freak!
7. that rehersal we had before our first concert when we were playing dance movements...on break he sat next to me on the couch, and then at the chilli thing at pughs after, he chose me for his kick ball team. LOL he didnt know my name, but thats a minor detail. LOL
8. i went to his dress rehersal. WOW. that was aquard and i think steve realized at that moment that i wanted jareds shit. once again can we say AQUARD! LOL
9. getting back to my dorm everynight and going...KARI...he LOOKED AT ME TODAY! man was i geeky!
10. making him a valentine and like professing my desire for his penis. LOL...just kidding...it was inocent and sweet...not raunchy and dirty LOL.........and i wasnt even drunk when i brought it to daves. i still dont know if he got it.
11. when i turend around at graduation the first thing i saw was him and he was looking at me. what a cutie! i love his new glasses.
12. I loved that song "Romance" that he played for his recital.
13. The remember when dance, when somehow i got stuck standing like RIGHT behind him...like inches away...and then he started doing the robot. sexay.
14. one time he said something about we all breathe dinosaur farts. hmmmm...
15. i always loved that john deere shirt of his...it excentuated his little man titties and beer gut. HOTT
16. i swear im not obsessive. no im really not...im just a little baked and a little bored! LOL
17. At a party i got really drunk, started asking everyone how big their penis was, was screaming jareds name and then puked chunks all over myself. im still wicked greatful to melinda for driving my ass home.
18. the smile on his face when i said congratulations to him after his recital.
19. ummmmmm...at the first concert during the 2nd movement of dance movements...the brass chorale one...you all know the one im talking about...i was staring at the ceiling because i was bored and i looked over at jared and he was looking at me and then he turned away and was smiling. that made me so giddy.
20. the last jazz band concert he played in. the christmas one...yah it was hott. i was digging it.
21. okay now that you all think im a freak...im done...LOL
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