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I have come to the conclusion that work...any kind, office, retail, whatever...sucks.
The job isn't that bad, but standing all day is making my feet hurt which in turn makes my back hurt and I am so tired and sick of talking to people that by the end of the day i want to crawl into a hole and die.
I have so many errands to run today and I haven't written them down so I don't really know what I am doing. Then there is the laundry I have to do, not to mention the fact that I have to unpack everything so I can organize myself to go to tejas. I am so excited about seeing everyone but I am also really scared that I won't be happy while I am home. I don't know why, but I just feel really disconnected, like I don't belong there anymore.
I think I am also in a weird mood because I had the WORST nightmare ever last night. It was that arti and my aunt both died but we got to talk to their ghosts, it was absolutely awful, i woke up crying...luckily arti had left me a voicemail last night so I got to wake up knowing she was alive!
I need to start my day of errands, probably beginning with a shower.
ugh, even my day off isn't going to be relaxing
The job isn't that bad, but standing all day is making my feet hurt which in turn makes my back hurt and I am so tired and sick of talking to people that by the end of the day i want to crawl into a hole and die.
I have so many errands to run today and I haven't written them down so I don't really know what I am doing. Then there is the laundry I have to do, not to mention the fact that I have to unpack everything so I can organize myself to go to tejas. I am so excited about seeing everyone but I am also really scared that I won't be happy while I am home. I don't know why, but I just feel really disconnected, like I don't belong there anymore.
I think I am also in a weird mood because I had the WORST nightmare ever last night. It was that arti and my aunt both died but we got to talk to their ghosts, it was absolutely awful, i woke up crying...luckily arti had left me a voicemail last night so I got to wake up knowing she was alive!
I need to start my day of errands, probably beginning with a shower.
ugh, even my day off isn't going to be relaxing