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[pickledude929]

ok so i cant really remember what i did two days ago...im sure it had to do with taco bell and qfc though. but yesterday i went with bryson and angela and melissa to the mall, that was pretty fun. we ran around for a while and went into a bunch of stores. it was really exciteing on the way home too. so we went about 20 over through a light by the we got gas place and got pulled over. it was damn scary. but we got off ok just a warning. then we went over to angelas and had some coffee cake. kalee was able to come over and say hi for a little while that was alota fun. then angela took me over to stevies to stay the night. we had some fun watched some south park. and for once stevie fell asleep before i did. heh. then i woke up around like one in the after noon and the mum called. she found out that i wasnt staying at brysons like i had said and grounded me for two days. which is no big deal but is always lame anyway. and now im sitting here being pissed off at my speakers cus there all fuzzy and i cant figure out why...i think its the cord but im really not sure...oh well i can figure it out later.and i think tomarrow if im really lucky kalees comeing over for a while. my parents wont be home so it should be really sweet. but you know what i really hate...is how parents care so much. i mean yah i compleatly understand why they do. its just i wish they wouldent. i mean i want my mom to make sure im ok and that i have a place to stay. but i wish she could trust me on finding my own place to stay and trust me on where im going and who im with. im really smart and i know what i want to do with my life for the most part. im really not gona go out and get high and drink alot. i mean i want to. but im not. i will some time im sure but the thing thats stoping me right now is kalee. and i fucking love the hell out of her for that too. but the other thing thats stoping me is whatning to be alive...i mean i know what all this can do to you but i aslo know whats safe and fun.i mean if i really wnat to i could go do what i want when i want. i belive in my mind that i could do just about anything i wanted right now. but you know....then again i bet there are so many thins i dont know and i will get into and not be able to do. you know what....im gona stop saying all of this and just put i live being a teenager. its alota fun and i love thinking.

aka...life rules

-james