Jan 26, 2009 21:36
Now that I have had the chance to think about my life outside of school, I have come to realize that I have placed some pretty huge restrictions on myself while I was buried in my exams. These were necessary limits to keep the focus on my dreams but I think it is almost time to cut the red tape and remove the boundaries. I am ready to have a life again, my sacrifice is almost complete and I really love the way that things have happened but I guess I am growing up and passing on to the next phase. Don’t get me wrong, I am a very lucky girl to have gotten this far and I feel very blessed. I guess I am ready for that next step. I am ready to find out what life is really all about. I want a relationship, I want to find love, I want more music, I want to have time to write, I want to travel to far off places, I want to touch the sky, feel the passion and experience every bit of this world. I want to live. I think I am ready. I have put so much of who I am and what I want, on hold, for my career and dream. Now the closer I get to the finish line, the closer I can get to being myself again. Let the countdown begin and I am almost ready for life to start. This is my time, it has finally come. I can feel myself coming back already.
3 months and 3 weeks left until I am home and free. I will be the girl running against the wind and finding her passion. I will find my voice again and I couldn’t be more excited.
I must say that sunsets are a wonderful thing. I guess that this is all.
Cheers to freedom!
Good night! :)