dumps
so i've been down in the dumps lately and i blame it on that once a month problem :( ::shrugs:: and that's the only reason why i would feel this way. At least what i can think of..unless i'm stopping myself from something else ::shrugs:: I don't know but this month...i've never been this angry before :( And i'm sorry for yelling at those that i did ._. yet i still stand my point because i'm a bitch =P lol
Hung out with david this weekend and that was really fun ^^ hehe Made me feel better ^^ thx First we went to a bar, which was my first bar ever...if you don't count harpers lol =P Had only one drink..actually only half haha Felt a lil' hot =P After that we went to Starbucks! I was dying for a gingerbread chai tea latte ^^ yay! hehe Lastly we went to Jerry's for food ^^ I had matza ball soup! It was yummy ^^ The whole night was fun ^^ hehe
Sunday i had my recital....Diiiiiidn't go as well as i thought. I was trying to calm myself down but DAMMIT...i don't know what's wrong with me but i just get SO NERVOUS! : ( My solo on clair de lune was pretty good until someone's cell phone went off and i freaked out and messed up! lol Then she sang 2 songs while i played and that didn't go as well as i thought either...it went bad! lol I was able to catch up with her but i dont know what happened. I just started looking at the notes and it just didn't make any sense to me :( it was so weird! :( GRR! And then the final piece...the duet..That went really well ^^ hehe i liked it! <3 hehe But all the people there liked how i played so that was nice of them =P hehe
::sighs:: and now school...what else can i say? It's almost done. But now i just have less time to study x_x oye! lol i gotta go shopping too :( So if you guys get crappy gifts...i'm sorry..you can blame it on school xp haha j/k ^^ Don't worry =P lol
Well imma go and start reading for finals o.o K...yay i posted =P
Hung out with david this weekend and that was really fun ^^ hehe Made me feel better ^^ thx First we went to a bar, which was my first bar ever...if you don't count harpers lol =P Had only one drink..actually only half haha Felt a lil' hot =P After that we went to Starbucks! I was dying for a gingerbread chai tea latte ^^ yay! hehe Lastly we went to Jerry's for food ^^ I had matza ball soup! It was yummy ^^ The whole night was fun ^^ hehe
Sunday i had my recital....Diiiiiidn't go as well as i thought. I was trying to calm myself down but DAMMIT...i don't know what's wrong with me but i just get SO NERVOUS! : ( My solo on clair de lune was pretty good until someone's cell phone went off and i freaked out and messed up! lol Then she sang 2 songs while i played and that didn't go as well as i thought either...it went bad! lol I was able to catch up with her but i dont know what happened. I just started looking at the notes and it just didn't make any sense to me :( it was so weird! :( GRR! And then the final piece...the duet..That went really well ^^ hehe i liked it! <3 hehe But all the people there liked how i played so that was nice of them =P hehe
::sighs:: and now school...what else can i say? It's almost done. But now i just have less time to study x_x oye! lol i gotta go shopping too :( So if you guys get crappy gifts...i'm sorry..you can blame it on school xp haha j/k ^^ Don't worry =P lol
Well imma go and start reading for finals o.o K...yay i posted =P