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It seems like whenever I got a thing going this year, things change. Things are unexpected.
I didn't get into UW. I got into Michigan. Trying to figure out what it means.
It's just dumb that the only time I get a real good reason to move far far away is when I got someone holding me here. Matt has another two years at UW. And while he is completely game for the long distance relationship thing (for two years jeez) things aren't going to be the same.
I'm trying to be logical about all this. Trying to... work through my feelings about leaving Seattle, about moving to Michigan, about the unsteady, uncertain future.
I want to go. I need to go. But when? And how? How do you leave the only home you've ever known?
I didn't get into UW. I got into Michigan. Trying to figure out what it means.
It's just dumb that the only time I get a real good reason to move far far away is when I got someone holding me here. Matt has another two years at UW. And while he is completely game for the long distance relationship thing (for two years jeez) things aren't going to be the same.
I'm trying to be logical about all this. Trying to... work through my feelings about leaving Seattle, about moving to Michigan, about the unsteady, uncertain future.
I want to go. I need to go. But when? And how? How do you leave the only home you've ever known?