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[pick_me_up_tegz]

after a night with friends, i shouldn't feel this way.
during a night with friends, i shouldn't feel this way.
i honestly don't see any hope for me.
being with friends is the one thing i told debbie would make me feel better...
so maybe now i have nothing.
i love how i automatically say that i'm good when people ask how i'm doing...
when i really just want to scream instead.
i don't know what to do anymore but give up.