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Monday night was the staff social at Oakley
i brought Jenna..we all just hung out by the pool and had a cookout
then we went to Matt's for an after party.
had some beer, only got a buzzed.
i love work people! Jenna had a good time.
i definately hooked up with a hot boy that works at Oakley, Sean.
we started talking, he works at AAF, and we have the same interest in music, etc.
so he was putting his arm around me later and holding me hand and then kissing my cheek.
he put his cell # in my phone and i gave him mine...
so the thing is he's cute and we have a lot in common, so it seems, but i don't know.
there might be nothing there, but i don't know if he's what i'm looking for...i'm still very fragile and i really have decided i want a nice guy.
the kind of guy who is gentle at first, who doesn't rush into things, who sweetly kisses me.
i don't know much about him but he was all about tongue action and it just hints to me that maybe he's looking for something else...
sorry for the um details but i'm just debating this because i don't want a hook-up, i did exactly what i didn't want to do. ugh...oh well maybe he's genuine, i guess we shall see...
