Anniversary Blues
Today is my 6 year wedding anniversary. Today is supposed to be a happy day. A day of joy to spend with the person you vowed to stay with through sickness and health, till death do you part. Well, for me it is a day of misery. It was a year ago today that I confronted my husband about him having feelings for someone else. A year ago this week that he assured me that I wouldn't be a single parent. A year since I've been celibate. It'll be a year ago tomorrow when he had sex with my supposed "friend" in the same house as me while I slept in the livingroom. They were upstairs having a romp while I was passed out downstairs. I woke up that next morning wondering where he was. I checked the bedroom to see if he just let me stay sleep where I was. He wasn't there. checked to see if his car was there...it was. So I went upstairs not expecting to see anything. As I got to the top of the stairs. I saw him in her room putting his shirt back on....the rest is history. I've been morning the loss of my family ever since. Today is a day of mourning for me. actually the whole weekend i will be in mourning. the one bright spot in this weekend is that my high school reunion is this weekend.
Why yes, I did post this on Facebook.
Why yes, I did post this on Facebook.