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Alright. I’ve come to realize that the only reason I have a live journal is because nobody else that I know has a live journal. Well, not that I know of. That means I can rant here and nobody has to get offended by it. Which is why my journal makes me sound really depressed and totally obsessed with some guy named Bob. My real (and much happier) journal is at xanga, where all my friends are. That being said, I begin:
When I was in third grade I changed schools from Lucille Moore to Patronis Elementary. There I met a kid named Jessica. We have been friends ever since. Her mom is totally nuts and everyone knows it. This nuttiness was bound to rub off on Jess somehow. You just can’t live with a complete nut all your life and come out unscathed. It just doesn’t happen.
Well, I’m starting to get worried about her. She is dating this complete jerk who cheated on her just for sex. He needed it and she wouldn’t give it to him, so he found some slut who would. That was last summer. He has broken her heart sooo many times, yet she goes back to him over and over again. Everyone tries to tell her he’s no good, but she won’t listen; she just gets mad if you bring it up. She also started drinking. Not a lot and only a few times, but she has gotten drunk at least once that I know of. That’s just not the Jessica I knew. And she cusses now. I know just about everyone does, but before…*sigh*… before she was this nice little Christian girl who didn’t like it when people cussed around her, and never cussed herself. It just seems so not like her. I’m worried. I don’t want her to hurt herself or do something she’ll regret. She just seems so different. And not just different, but different in a bad way. I wish I could do something, and it hurts knowing I can’t. All I can do is be there for her when she needs me. I just hope that when she does need me, she’s not to proud to ask for help…
When I was in third grade I changed schools from Lucille Moore to Patronis Elementary. There I met a kid named Jessica. We have been friends ever since. Her mom is totally nuts and everyone knows it. This nuttiness was bound to rub off on Jess somehow. You just can’t live with a complete nut all your life and come out unscathed. It just doesn’t happen.
Well, I’m starting to get worried about her. She is dating this complete jerk who cheated on her just for sex. He needed it and she wouldn’t give it to him, so he found some slut who would. That was last summer. He has broken her heart sooo many times, yet she goes back to him over and over again. Everyone tries to tell her he’s no good, but she won’t listen; she just gets mad if you bring it up. She also started drinking. Not a lot and only a few times, but she has gotten drunk at least once that I know of. That’s just not the Jessica I knew. And she cusses now. I know just about everyone does, but before…*sigh*… before she was this nice little Christian girl who didn’t like it when people cussed around her, and never cussed herself. It just seems so not like her. I’m worried. I don’t want her to hurt herself or do something she’ll regret. She just seems so different. And not just different, but different in a bad way. I wish I could do something, and it hurts knowing I can’t. All I can do is be there for her when she needs me. I just hope that when she does need me, she’s not to proud to ask for help…