Apr 23, 2008 21:45
liz and i talked today for the first time in a long time. she broke up with rob and was depressed. so i tried cheering her up.
in the process i got the feeling she was kinda flirting with me. and i was kinda flirting with her.
making a long story short, i got my hopes up when i shouldn't have. i'm such an idiot.
being alone for almost 2 years i was kinda hoping she was into me again. like i said. got my hopes up.
and it wasn't just this incident. i've been going through bouts of depression for a while now. i've asked a few ladies out. rejected at all times.
i mean i'm fine financially. i can even get my own house right now and be able to pay for it fine. but what's the point if i don't have someone to share it with.
i'm afraid of being alone for the rest of my life....