baby soon!
unless she comes on her own sooner, tuesday april 27 i will have a new baby girl. her name to be is everley clare. six days! i'm so ready to have my body back, i feel like i've been pregnant for the last 2 years. i hope adding a new person to our family is an easy transition, especially for liam. that little kid is such a joy, he's SO smart and silly and just a darling. he knows all his colors, can count to 11, and speaks in mostly full sentences. there are some words i still dont quite know but i finally figure out what he is saying. i feel so guilty bringing another baby into his life, i just want to be able to devote my time to him. i'll make it work, i know i will...i just hope he adjusts and loves his baby sister. then i have noah, who just turned 13...he is now taller than me, his voice is changing and he's as easygoing as ever. i'm already dreading that i have to miss his first 2 baseball games, i'll be in the hospital. if you know me at all, you would know that i NEVER miss games or any kid events, and omg i could cry for not being there. gah, with parenting comes a certain amount and type of guilt.
i miss LJ, i need to be here more!
i miss LJ, i need to be here more!