May 27, 2005 19:08
i still cant believe high school is over. i can still clearly picture my first day of freshman year not knowing like anyone. i can still even rememeber the first day of summer school walking into the classroom and seeing erin kenney whcih jsut made things better cuz i knew someone. looking back in the year there was nothing i was looking forward to more than the last day of school...but some how once its here i dont feel the same way that i did. part of me is sad. high school was a routine for me. the same thing every day for four years, it was comfortable. but know its time to leave my bubble and things are gonna change. ive meant some of the greatest people at hf and while im not as close to some of them as i wish i will still miss them. theres those people who you love hanging out with but never did during the school year, but you could still see them at school. but its not like taht anymore. and then i think if im just getting a little upset about these people who like 98% ive only known for four years, i just think how much harder it is for those who have been going to school for like 12 or 13 years. im not ready for college, and while there is still the summer, i dont think thats enough time. i still have the maturity of like a freshman, if not younger. i have so much growing up to do, and not enough time. the real world is here and im not ready. i just want to take this chance to thank all of you who i have become close to at hf, who have been there for me. you guys mean so much to me and i will miss all you. even though high school was only a small portion of my life, i will never forget some of the great memories that i have at hf and those people who have helped make them. i love you all.