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i just dont think i can keep this up anymore. i feel like all i do is work, and get wasted on the weekends. i need time to breath and take care of me. i think i am going crazy. i feel like i have lost my alies, that i am in somesort of free fall without anything to ground me. i think if i stop working i can ground myself. i dont know. maybe i just need a nap.