yeah i know, i still have this?
i never update this anymore. like ever.
going home is going to be so strange. i am ready to be done with school but i dont know if i am ready to be home.
i still dont know the balance of things in my house. for instance how much do i have to listen to my parents? also there are so many people that i never talk to anymore, is eveything just going to be like summer after senior year again? are all those people still my friends or have they melted into the realm of old friends? and i dont mean old as in have been friends since forever.
at least there are some people back home i know i could still entrust my life with. and for those people i am thankful.
it is also going to be wierd not being with steven. its almost been 5 months which if you know me you know is a long time for me. will i be able to hold it up over the summer? i hope so, i dont want to have to start keeping secrets from him.
he is probably the best thing that has happened to me since i have been at school. the other day he borrowed my car (i have a car at school now because i am getting therapy for my back) and when he brought it back he brought me flowers. for no reason. no one has ever done things like that for me.
i think i am going to take a trip to boston this saturday. the weather is getting nice and it make me want to bum around harvard square all day. anyone and everyone who is around should come and play with me!
going home is going to be so strange. i am ready to be done with school but i dont know if i am ready to be home.
i still dont know the balance of things in my house. for instance how much do i have to listen to my parents? also there are so many people that i never talk to anymore, is eveything just going to be like summer after senior year again? are all those people still my friends or have they melted into the realm of old friends? and i dont mean old as in have been friends since forever.
at least there are some people back home i know i could still entrust my life with. and for those people i am thankful.
it is also going to be wierd not being with steven. its almost been 5 months which if you know me you know is a long time for me. will i be able to hold it up over the summer? i hope so, i dont want to have to start keeping secrets from him.
he is probably the best thing that has happened to me since i have been at school. the other day he borrowed my car (i have a car at school now because i am getting therapy for my back) and when he brought it back he brought me flowers. for no reason. no one has ever done things like that for me.
i think i am going to take a trip to boston this saturday. the weather is getting nice and it make me want to bum around harvard square all day. anyone and everyone who is around should come and play with me!