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all of a sudden i am very not happy here. or not happy in general. i dont know which. i just feel like i want to curl up into a ball for a while. just notexsist for a while. just float in the undertow.
my classes are ok except for one. my lit class sucks. the teacher is mean and yells alot, and i do not do well with yelling. she always seems angry and i am afriad to talk to her or speak up in class cause i dont want her to yell at me. i also dont do well with teachers who make fun of youif you get it wrong. it makes me not want to try.
i am behind in my work and really mad at myself for it. its my own dman fault. i forgot to hand in an essay thing
9we had to hand it in outside of class anad i forgot and now she wont tak eit. so i am fucked. hard.)
the only thing good in this whole place i think is the veiw and steven.
hopefully this is a conbination of unbalenced hormones due to recently going back on the pill and my need for a vacation. i hope that spring break clears whatever i have going on up. thankyou for your time.
my classes are ok except for one. my lit class sucks. the teacher is mean and yells alot, and i do not do well with yelling. she always seems angry and i am afriad to talk to her or speak up in class cause i dont want her to yell at me. i also dont do well with teachers who make fun of youif you get it wrong. it makes me not want to try.
i am behind in my work and really mad at myself for it. its my own dman fault. i forgot to hand in an essay thing
9we had to hand it in outside of class anad i forgot and now she wont tak eit. so i am fucked. hard.)
the only thing good in this whole place i think is the veiw and steven.
hopefully this is a conbination of unbalenced hormones due to recently going back on the pill and my need for a vacation. i hope that spring break clears whatever i have going on up. thankyou for your time.