call the wambulance
why do i always get so frustrated at work? it's really put a damper on my life. im not good at learning new stuff on my own. i mean its bad enough that i need to learn ansys but all this material characterization poop is like way above me or something. i just dont know where to start and i dont know how to continue. im on the verge of tears. i hate it. theyre gonna fire me. i hate being on 4234973265 projects at the same time. people who have been here much longer than me have worked on 1-2 projects the entire time, while i, have worked on at least 6 in the last 2.5 months that i have worked here. i mean its cool that im learning a lot of different stuff, but it just makes me feel like no one wants me on their team full time. i think this place is giving me a complex or maybe im just scared that i dont know how to do anything. i need a pep talk from my project leader.