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katherine has barely hung out with me at all since i quit smoking/her having a breakdown. i think this is really sad because i thought she was my best friend and it appears to not be the case. i'm pretty sure she feels guilty because she just went to the health food store and bought me a bunch of stuff including an $8 bottle of pomegranate juice. this makes me feel pretty shitty. i don't need her to buy me things, i need a friend. i haven't hung out with any of my other "friends" in almost 6 weeks now and i have expressed to her why. so now she has ditched me. i have no friends.