i am so freakin stressed out and everything sucks. i have a
presentation tomorrow, homework on wednesday, research paper,
presentation, write-up, project on thursday. i know it doesn't
sound like very much but its enough to stress me out. and on top
of it all its my birthday and i hate birthdays. also, all of last
week i was hearing from katherine "it's almost the end of the
bag." which led me to believe that she wasn't going to get
another one. but when i went to hamden yesterday, they did.
they fuckin got another bag. why on earth are they going to get
my hopes up about not smoking with me if they're just going to get
another bag. i mean it would be fine if she didn't say anything
or if brian said something against it. but no he didn't saying
anything which made me believe that he consented, but he didnt.
right behind me back. today SUCKS!!!!!