ToI - RicaSpa fic (Untitled)
Leaving this untitled, cause I really can't think of a title.XD
Agh, I really should just leave my fics untitled if they're really untitled...
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Pairing: RicardoXSpada (hints of GardleXRicardo<3)
Rating: PG-13
Notes: SPOILERS about Gardle and some events in the game (Regnum port event *cough*).
Spada's feelings for what Ricardo did and stuff...
Uhh... Also, like the rest of my fics, they're unbeta-ed.
I knew something was wrong with him that afternoon. He told us to 'leave him alone'. Eventhough Ruca was worried like everybody else, he complies and tells everyone to let the old man have his own room at the Mamut Inn tonight. Everyone's thinking the same thing, 'He'll get over it, he just needs some time to think.'
... But not me. I'm NOT worried and WHY should I? I still hate him for what he did back at Regnum. He betrayed us, he apologized, but that wasn't enough for me...
'Damn! Let's breakthrough them, Ricardo!'
'No. I wouldn't move if I were you...'
'...!'
Even if he just pointed that bayonet at me and didn't shoot. My chest has been hurting-- Heck, my chest has been hurting more... for a lot of different reasons.
The old man thought of giving up EVERYTHING and betrayed us for Gardle, his past life's older brother. But something's been bothering me since that God died and we got back Ricardo on our side...
... he won't even shed a tear for Hypnos' beloved Thanatos...
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"Spada?" Ruca looks up from his bed, noticing that I was headed for the door, "Where are you going?" he innocently asks. I could tell he had ideas though.
I faced him, grinning, "I'll just be out. Walking around..." it was a lie.
He nods, "Should I wait for you?" I shook my head as a reply, "I'm not expecting you back then," he playfully smiles, then hid behind the covers before my mind registers what he just said.
I shrug, maybe it means he's wishing me luck? I don't really know...
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"What the... You're still up?"
"Belforma...?"
I felt irritated inside. I was probably expecting too much once I enter his room. I expected TOO MUCH. He was simply sitting in front of the window, finishing his 3rd bottle of alcohol, cold blue eyes staring off into the distance before I entered the room without warning. His face... expressionless...
The same expressionless Ricardo who pointed that bayonet at me...
"Why won't you cry for him...?"
The old man looks away putting down the bottle, "I don't have time for that... Besides, it's a waste of time..." I felt pity towards Gardle, and I thought Ricardo loved the man. Here he is, not even mourning and even thinks it's a waste of time. Such an unfeeling bastard he is.
Is that how he easily throw away his feelings? For us, his friends? And for Gardle, his beloved brother?
"So... why do you want to be alone...? What's with that look in your eyes?" I was really expecting I'd find him looking sad at least, but no, "Everyones worried sick about you!"
He grins, "I'm an adult. Not old. I won't fall down dead anytime soon because of such," he said sarcastically. I am definitely NOT amused.
"You talk like an adult, but you're not being true to your feelings. Who's the most childish here now!?" I raised my voice.
He frowns and glares, "I don't want you kids getting troubled over me when I cry," oh shit. Yeah right, we're already having a hard time trying to make him cry and face his own sadness for the loss! If he keeps it in, I don't know what'll happen...
I'm not worried, I'm angry... and frustrated. Very frustrated.
"Rica--!" I was about to start scolding Ricardo when I saw his still unfeeling eyes began to shed tears, but it seems he doesn't know. "H-hey..." he turns his blue teary eyes at me and he saw me pointing at him.
"What's wrong Belforma...? ...!" until Ricardo felt the tears roll down his cheek. He turns away in a hurry, for he didn't notice that he was already crying. "D-don't mind what you just saw..." he said before I could say anything about it.
There was only one thing in my mind, "Hypnos' feelings...?" I guessed. If Ricardo doesn't want to cry, then the real younger brother cries for his Gardle.
"It just happened when I began to think about Brother... and it's all your fault..." Ricardo blamed me. Yeah, I understand about that. I know I usually blurt out past-life things like, 'This time I'll do this...' and 'This time I'll do that...' most likely Durandal's feelings of guilt toward his betrayal back then.
"Go away, Belforma..." he desperately began to hide his now crying face. He looked more pitiful like that, but I like it. He's showing his true feelings... I didn't go. Instead, I sat down behind him near the window, leaning my back against his.
I whisper, "I won't see you this way... Let me keep you company or else I'll just think more about you, old man..." I honestly said. I felt him nod behind me and I felt relieved at last...
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A few minutes have passed, I thought he fell asleep. When I was about to stand up and plan on carrying him to his bed (if I can), he spoke, "Belforma?" I looked over to my shoulder, seeing only his back and his long black hair.
"Hmm...?" he was probably done crying...
"I apologize... for what I did to you back at the Regnum Port..." it must've been hard for him to do that, and complicated for him to say that. I couldn't help but smile when he directly apologized to me.
I'm not angry anymore, Ricardo...
"... Belforma, are you still awake?" it took me a while before I could reply. Maybe I did got a bit sleepy after baby-sitting this old man, "There are two beds in this room, I won't mind if you take the other one..." he informed me.
I felt him stand up. I turn to him and saw him heading for one of the beds, "I don't mind sleeping with you," I told him with a teasing smirk on my face. Be raises a brow and grumbles.
"Pervert," he lies down and began ignoring me, "Go to sleep, kid..."
Heh, it looks like he's doing better, now that he's acting like that. We don't have to worry anymore I guess...
~Wakas
061908
I was really looking forward for some people to comfort Ricardo in Mamut.>.>;;
Ruca did got to talk to Ricardo a bit, but meh, not enough...
Besides, some more character interaction would be nice.>D Like Ricardo and Spada? Hehe...
I wanted Ricardo to personally apologize to Spada when he pointed that bayonet at him.D8
I'm sure out of all the people Ricardo betrayed-- Spada's hurt the most.ToT
Aaand I want Ricardo to think more about ani-ja, yes?^^<3
Is it just me, or my unfinished (probably chaptered) ToI fics are stacking up?XD Lessee... I don't know... some seemed like I can just leave them alone.8D Wahahaha...*evil*
Currently getting praised by my sibs for pairing RavenXFlynn. Wahahaha.XD It'll surely be my OTP. And yes, it seems I am lightening up to ToV and Flynn is my fave... cause he looks like Guy. I'll be able to draw him easy.
Calling my Ricardo as Phoenix-papa and him calling me Miles-mama (of Mikuni/Trucy).XD He actually gets too possessive when I mention GumshoeXEdgeworth and ManfredXMiles. WTH.XD
Agh, I really should just leave my fics untitled if they're really untitled...
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Pairing: RicardoXSpada (hints of GardleXRicardo<3)
Rating: PG-13
Notes: SPOILERS about Gardle and some events in the game (Regnum port event *cough*).
Spada's feelings for what Ricardo did and stuff...
Uhh... Also, like the rest of my fics, they're unbeta-ed.
I knew something was wrong with him that afternoon. He told us to 'leave him alone'. Eventhough Ruca was worried like everybody else, he complies and tells everyone to let the old man have his own room at the Mamut Inn tonight. Everyone's thinking the same thing, 'He'll get over it, he just needs some time to think.'
... But not me. I'm NOT worried and WHY should I? I still hate him for what he did back at Regnum. He betrayed us, he apologized, but that wasn't enough for me...
'Damn! Let's breakthrough them, Ricardo!'
'No. I wouldn't move if I were you...'
'...!'
Even if he just pointed that bayonet at me and didn't shoot. My chest has been hurting-- Heck, my chest has been hurting more... for a lot of different reasons.
The old man thought of giving up EVERYTHING and betrayed us for Gardle, his past life's older brother. But something's been bothering me since that God died and we got back Ricardo on our side...
... he won't even shed a tear for Hypnos' beloved Thanatos...
~
"Spada?" Ruca looks up from his bed, noticing that I was headed for the door, "Where are you going?" he innocently asks. I could tell he had ideas though.
I faced him, grinning, "I'll just be out. Walking around..." it was a lie.
He nods, "Should I wait for you?" I shook my head as a reply, "I'm not expecting you back then," he playfully smiles, then hid behind the covers before my mind registers what he just said.
I shrug, maybe it means he's wishing me luck? I don't really know...
~
"What the... You're still up?"
"Belforma...?"
I felt irritated inside. I was probably expecting too much once I enter his room. I expected TOO MUCH. He was simply sitting in front of the window, finishing his 3rd bottle of alcohol, cold blue eyes staring off into the distance before I entered the room without warning. His face... expressionless...
The same expressionless Ricardo who pointed that bayonet at me...
"Why won't you cry for him...?"
The old man looks away putting down the bottle, "I don't have time for that... Besides, it's a waste of time..." I felt pity towards Gardle, and I thought Ricardo loved the man. Here he is, not even mourning and even thinks it's a waste of time. Such an unfeeling bastard he is.
Is that how he easily throw away his feelings? For us, his friends? And for Gardle, his beloved brother?
"So... why do you want to be alone...? What's with that look in your eyes?" I was really expecting I'd find him looking sad at least, but no, "Everyones worried sick about you!"
He grins, "I'm an adult. Not old. I won't fall down dead anytime soon because of such," he said sarcastically. I am definitely NOT amused.
"You talk like an adult, but you're not being true to your feelings. Who's the most childish here now!?" I raised my voice.
He frowns and glares, "I don't want you kids getting troubled over me when I cry," oh shit. Yeah right, we're already having a hard time trying to make him cry and face his own sadness for the loss! If he keeps it in, I don't know what'll happen...
I'm not worried, I'm angry... and frustrated. Very frustrated.
"Rica--!" I was about to start scolding Ricardo when I saw his still unfeeling eyes began to shed tears, but it seems he doesn't know. "H-hey..." he turns his blue teary eyes at me and he saw me pointing at him.
"What's wrong Belforma...? ...!" until Ricardo felt the tears roll down his cheek. He turns away in a hurry, for he didn't notice that he was already crying. "D-don't mind what you just saw..." he said before I could say anything about it.
There was only one thing in my mind, "Hypnos' feelings...?" I guessed. If Ricardo doesn't want to cry, then the real younger brother cries for his Gardle.
"It just happened when I began to think about Brother... and it's all your fault..." Ricardo blamed me. Yeah, I understand about that. I know I usually blurt out past-life things like, 'This time I'll do this...' and 'This time I'll do that...' most likely Durandal's feelings of guilt toward his betrayal back then.
"Go away, Belforma..." he desperately began to hide his now crying face. He looked more pitiful like that, but I like it. He's showing his true feelings... I didn't go. Instead, I sat down behind him near the window, leaning my back against his.
I whisper, "I won't see you this way... Let me keep you company or else I'll just think more about you, old man..." I honestly said. I felt him nod behind me and I felt relieved at last...
-
A few minutes have passed, I thought he fell asleep. When I was about to stand up and plan on carrying him to his bed (if I can), he spoke, "Belforma?" I looked over to my shoulder, seeing only his back and his long black hair.
"Hmm...?" he was probably done crying...
"I apologize... for what I did to you back at the Regnum Port..." it must've been hard for him to do that, and complicated for him to say that. I couldn't help but smile when he directly apologized to me.
I'm not angry anymore, Ricardo...
"... Belforma, are you still awake?" it took me a while before I could reply. Maybe I did got a bit sleepy after baby-sitting this old man, "There are two beds in this room, I won't mind if you take the other one..." he informed me.
I felt him stand up. I turn to him and saw him heading for one of the beds, "I don't mind sleeping with you," I told him with a teasing smirk on my face. Be raises a brow and grumbles.
"Pervert," he lies down and began ignoring me, "Go to sleep, kid..."
Heh, it looks like he's doing better, now that he's acting like that. We don't have to worry anymore I guess...
~Wakas
061908
I was really looking forward for some people to comfort Ricardo in Mamut.>.>;;
Ruca did got to talk to Ricardo a bit, but meh, not enough...
Besides, some more character interaction would be nice.>D Like Ricardo and Spada? Hehe...
I wanted Ricardo to personally apologize to Spada when he pointed that bayonet at him.D8
I'm sure out of all the people Ricardo betrayed-- Spada's hurt the most.ToT
Aaand I want Ricardo to think more about ani-ja, yes?^^<3
Is it just me, or my unfinished (probably chaptered) ToI fics are stacking up?XD Lessee... I don't know... some seemed like I can just leave them alone.8D Wahahaha...*evil*
Currently getting praised by my sibs for pairing RavenXFlynn. Wahahaha.XD It'll surely be my OTP. And yes, it seems I am lightening up to ToV and Flynn is my fave... cause he looks like Guy. I'll be able to draw him easy.
Calling my Ricardo as Phoenix-papa and him calling me Miles-mama (of Mikuni/Trucy).XD He actually gets too possessive when I mention GumshoeXEdgeworth and ManfredXMiles. WTH.XD