May 31, 2004 22:36
Fuck am I tired. After I got home from the baseball tournament I took a nap. Even though it was really hot in my room, I got under a blanket, turned on some music and slept for a few hours. I haven't taken a nap in a really long time. When I got up, my sheets were really wet with sweat and I was disoriented as fuck. I get sad when the little AIM message box pops up with a message from someone that isn't on my buddy list and I get excited for like 2 seconds because I think it might be someone interesting and it ends up being someone that isn't on my buddy list for a reason. I get angry when I realize I'm being really hypocritical about something. I get happy when I hear a song that I like so much that I have to listen to it a few times in a row. I get happy when people get excited while telling me stupid things about their day (that I don't give even 1/64 of a shit about) because that means that they're comfortable enough with me to tell me stupid little things like that. I like it when people do that with important things too. I like it when I am just awake enough to realize that I'm about to fall asleep. I like falling asleep singing along to albums by the Beatles. I like it when I make somebody laugh without having to act like an asshole or an idiot. I hate it when people lie to other people. I like it when little kids get intensely unhappy about something for like 5 minutes and then pop out of it for no good reason. I like it when I do that too.
Question of the day:
If you die tomorrow, what will you regret never doing? (Try to make it realistic, not something like make a million dollars or bang a supermodel)
Believe it when I say that somewhere love and justice shine.
Cynicism falls asleep.
Tyranny talks to itself.
Sappy slogans all come true.
We forget to feed our fear.
-The Weakerthans "Confessions of a Futon Revolutionist"