"What would I do if I had not loved you?"
I'm getting ready to go to bed, but I felt like updating and getting thoughts out of my head. I just had a little breakdown. I don't know what my deal is. I just feel like a ton of thoughts are going through my head right now. I'm going to miss Falsettos. That show means a lot to me and I'm not ready to give it up for some reason. Usually I end a show, pack up and go home and never think of it again. But this one has stuck with me. I guess because of the message of love in it. And to top it all off, today is good ol' Valentines Day.
I hate Valentine's Day right now. I hate it for two reasons:
1. I've realized that it's a stupid day that people use as an excuse for them to act and treat their significant other the way they should act and treat then every day of the year.
2. It makes me miss everything. I've done really really well up to this point, but god I miss her right now. All of my Valentine's Day memories are with her. I just miss having someone to love (every day of the year that is). I mean I really don't know what else to say, except that I miss her and it's killing me because I don't want to let it get to me, but it has.
Oh well, life goes on I guess. But I'm going to bed. I'm tired, stressed about life and tests, emotionally drained after the little breakdown, and ready to just lay down and relax. Sorry if this update is a little downer to anyone, I'll update with something happier soon. Night.
I hate Valentine's Day right now. I hate it for two reasons:
1. I've realized that it's a stupid day that people use as an excuse for them to act and treat their significant other the way they should act and treat then every day of the year.
2. It makes me miss everything. I've done really really well up to this point, but god I miss her right now. All of my Valentine's Day memories are with her. I just miss having someone to love (every day of the year that is). I mean I really don't know what else to say, except that I miss her and it's killing me because I don't want to let it get to me, but it has.
Oh well, life goes on I guess. But I'm going to bed. I'm tired, stressed about life and tests, emotionally drained after the little breakdown, and ready to just lay down and relax. Sorry if this update is a little downer to anyone, I'll update with something happier soon. Night.