Bleh
So life has been ridiculously busy lately! My a cappella group has its semester concert this Friday so we've had about a million and a half rehearsals. This week rehearsals have been better but for a while they were really stressful and diva-esque. How do you stop somone from having a freak out when the freak out isn't merited in the first place? (Mandy please stay!! haha) As stressful as it is, I love the group and without it I might go even more insane. I can always stay motivated and productive when it comes to music.
I haven't seen Mike since before spring break and it's kinda driving me crazy. I most likely won't get to see him until he gets home from school which will be a week or two later than I get back. I don't know any other way to describe it than when we're together I feel settled. We just play off of each other. I don't really feel the need to prove myself because if all else fails he'll still be there. So this is me being stupid and sappy but it's what happens when you spend your entire life with someone. I can't wait to have the entire summer to just hang out and relax with him.
I've been talking to someone new... well she's not exactly knew, I went to high school with her (meaning I can't say who because it could get her in trouble... stupid south carolina). I really like her but it is a complicated situation. Her grandmother, who she was very close with, just died and so I've had to do a lot of consoling. I don't mind it but it's been getting me in trouble too- with so many hours of rehearsal I can't be spending hours on the phone. On top of that I don't know how to help so I feel kinda helpless. I'm babbling...
I'm so excited about the end of school. I think what I'm really excited about is having my own room again for a while. I just need to get away from people for a while. Lately I just want to be anti-social but some people take that as me being mad at them or avoiding them or being rude. Oh well, whatcha gonna do? Of course with the end of school that means going home which means going back into the War Zone. I'm spending the summer with my mom which will definitely be interesting. Hopefully she'll just be out of town a lot!
I applied to be FYSOP staff for next year but was denied so it's gonna make plans a little difficult for coming up next year. I'm still gonna apply again next year. I figure I should come early anyway and show up drunk to cheer with everyone haha. I'll be the random one showing up to the service sites even though I'm not supposed to be there and no one will know what to do with me!
I'm basically just procrastinating writing another paper so I might as well stop babbling. I guess this is the end of my update.
I haven't seen Mike since before spring break and it's kinda driving me crazy. I most likely won't get to see him until he gets home from school which will be a week or two later than I get back. I don't know any other way to describe it than when we're together I feel settled. We just play off of each other. I don't really feel the need to prove myself because if all else fails he'll still be there. So this is me being stupid and sappy but it's what happens when you spend your entire life with someone. I can't wait to have the entire summer to just hang out and relax with him.
I've been talking to someone new... well she's not exactly knew, I went to high school with her (meaning I can't say who because it could get her in trouble... stupid south carolina). I really like her but it is a complicated situation. Her grandmother, who she was very close with, just died and so I've had to do a lot of consoling. I don't mind it but it's been getting me in trouble too- with so many hours of rehearsal I can't be spending hours on the phone. On top of that I don't know how to help so I feel kinda helpless. I'm babbling...
I'm so excited about the end of school. I think what I'm really excited about is having my own room again for a while. I just need to get away from people for a while. Lately I just want to be anti-social but some people take that as me being mad at them or avoiding them or being rude. Oh well, whatcha gonna do? Of course with the end of school that means going home which means going back into the War Zone. I'm spending the summer with my mom which will definitely be interesting. Hopefully she'll just be out of town a lot!
I applied to be FYSOP staff for next year but was denied so it's gonna make plans a little difficult for coming up next year. I'm still gonna apply again next year. I figure I should come early anyway and show up drunk to cheer with everyone haha. I'll be the random one showing up to the service sites even though I'm not supposed to be there and no one will know what to do with me!
I'm basically just procrastinating writing another paper so I might as well stop babbling. I guess this is the end of my update.