Nov 10, 2004 22:29
sometimes i feel used. do you want to know why?
anyway...senioritis seems to have kicked in fully. i hope it hasn't but it's because i don't have a lot of homework anymore. as of now at least. either that or i've become better at managing my time. haha either way it's all good for me i think i have all A's still too ^_^
going to see Polar Express on sat. with robyn YAY!! i want to see it even though i'm not sure how much $ i have left and i still have to pay my phone bill.
sometimes i wonder why exactly i chose the violin. it was never my first choice. i wanted to play the flute. lol i don't know but i think i've reached my threshold with the violin. i like playing the guitar more. it's something new and that's exciting for me. where do i go from here? i planned on minoring with the violin but i'm not sure anymore and part of it is because i completely choke on auditioning. IT SUCKS. i get so nervous i can't play well. or is it really that i'm not that good? >_< what do i think...