Its only a matter of time till things are normal again...
Lets see.... let start off with an apology. Terribly sorry children for not updating this thing like i should. My computer was broken by my little brother, and then before it was fixed i went out of town.
There. Now for the true beginnings.
Yes, I am back and thinkgs are ok like usual. Hectic. Very. Texas was...ugh idk Warped was good. Texas overall was..:-/ ok. Julie helped make it much better, because i know if she wouldnt have gone, it would have sucked beyond comparison. Lets see, we left my house at about 5:55 A.M. and left to pick up Mrs. Holly(a friend of my mothers who was accompanying us on this delighful trip) and Julie (of course you know julie, pff she is only the most popular and coolest well known girl of this area) and headed out for Texas. The way up was pretty uneventful, Cd music, rain, and sleep and small talk. When we finally got to houston, i was all pumped and nervous and excited. We FINALLY got to downtown, and came up to the Reliant Center after like 5 1/2 hours of in car riding. As we pulled up to one of the parking lot security gaurds to ask for directions, he pleaseantly informs us that its been cancelled to monday due to harsh weather. wow .great. hmm....soo we went to our hotel, got settled, and basically just did busy shit that day and the next few. friday and saturday sucked...pretty bad. :-/ there were highlights but for the most part. Sunday was ok......we went ice skating, and paul wasnt a step behind EVERY MINUTE....so that was ok... and monday was awesome cus of warped tour...you should just talk to me about it in person or over the telephone because im to lazy to write everything amazing that happeend that day. wow...it will be with me forever. I really really wish i could be happy lik ei was there during the underoath/coheed conert all thetime everydya. I think thats why i love concerts so much, cus its one of those things where you forget good and bad and if your carefree, you dont give a fuck, and let yourself get lost in the crowd. I couldnt fully indulge cus i had to make sure that julie and paul didnt get lost int he mosh pits and stuff, but i got pretty into it and it felt tremendously good. Unexplanitory happeneings. while i was there with my eyes closed listenint to underoath for sometime, i had this really really really badass song in my head, about the feeling i had at that exact moment, and like as fast as it was in my head, it was gone just as fast. i got so aggravated by that. anyway. The drive home was awkward. Cusssssss welllllllll it was. On the way i got the guitar out and me and julie wrote music to a song i wrote..... it was awkward cus i had wrote it some time ago about someone....yea....pretty easy to connect the dots i believe.....and it was weird,idk with her singing it, i just kinda wanted to just stop and sleep, but at the same time, playing felt so good......shoo who knows....i dont....anyway....it sounds good, i like it, and i hope everyone else will too. Whats weird is that, natuarlly you have you change lyrics around, or rewrite parts to make it flow, but it also feels weird cus it feels like its changing what i felt when i wrote it. I really really dont mind changing it but its just wierd....w.e floats i guess. :-P anyway its gonna get finished and im gonna make julie play it at java so if your reading this julie you better cope with it cus im gonna make you so shoo you better get ready... :-D its all in love not hate...shoo....
you dont phase me....
hahahahahahahhahaahhahahahahaa ogh ok....it was just that harsh punch to my FACE that could have phased me a lil bit ;-) haha yes yes just a little...yea
anyway....soooo yea and now ive been home and things are back to normal, just ok, and normal things are going on...i hope to be going to java thursday, and saturday i plan on seeing jessi again, sunday (4th of July) also cus im going to the Seafood festival to see Zebra play which is gonna be effing sweet i say so you should all come and join me to help make life easier and more fun. :-D shoo simmer down its ok dont get TOO excited. butttttt there some things that i need to say....Duran......i love you its ok...you shouldnt need to know all of the reasons why i want to care about you, your wonderful and awesome and so much more that i cant put in here, and your def. worth worrying/carying about so just let me help at if possible. really...i want to..... and brandy...fucking dike...i swear....you ever just take off to oklahoma or kentucky or wherever again ima gut you like a fish....cus i love you :-P and i miss you so CALL ME GAH..... and mrs. clark, you know....things will be ok....and thank you for the talks and advice....
heres a song .....ill ttyl cus its 2 in the morning, and its late and all...shoo...but i love you guys and please tlak to me cus i need it ....i really do
This song kicks ass, you should listen to it........
Dashboard Confessional - This Bitter Pill
Walking away.
It's not the same as running.
Is it to you now that you've run this in the ground.
And you say take this.
This medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow, choke, and die.
And this bitter pill is leaving you
with such an angry mouth.
One that's void of all discretion
such an awful tearing sound.
With it's measure only equal by the power of my stare
glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair
is never wearing out.
It's wearing off
and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
and a head to match.
The bottle is waiting
the cap is twisted begging to be used
and so are you.
look up the goddamn meaning to the emotion....its freaking amazing if you get the same definition i got....
There. Now for the true beginnings.
Yes, I am back and thinkgs are ok like usual. Hectic. Very. Texas was...ugh idk Warped was good. Texas overall was..:-/ ok. Julie helped make it much better, because i know if she wouldnt have gone, it would have sucked beyond comparison. Lets see, we left my house at about 5:55 A.M. and left to pick up Mrs. Holly(a friend of my mothers who was accompanying us on this delighful trip) and Julie (of course you know julie, pff she is only the most popular and coolest well known girl of this area) and headed out for Texas. The way up was pretty uneventful, Cd music, rain, and sleep and small talk. When we finally got to houston, i was all pumped and nervous and excited. We FINALLY got to downtown, and came up to the Reliant Center after like 5 1/2 hours of in car riding. As we pulled up to one of the parking lot security gaurds to ask for directions, he pleaseantly informs us that its been cancelled to monday due to harsh weather. wow .great. hmm....soo we went to our hotel, got settled, and basically just did busy shit that day and the next few. friday and saturday sucked...pretty bad. :-/ there were highlights but for the most part. Sunday was ok......we went ice skating, and paul wasnt a step behind EVERY MINUTE....so that was ok... and monday was awesome cus of warped tour...you should just talk to me about it in person or over the telephone because im to lazy to write everything amazing that happeend that day. wow...it will be with me forever. I really really wish i could be happy lik ei was there during the underoath/coheed conert all thetime everydya. I think thats why i love concerts so much, cus its one of those things where you forget good and bad and if your carefree, you dont give a fuck, and let yourself get lost in the crowd. I couldnt fully indulge cus i had to make sure that julie and paul didnt get lost int he mosh pits and stuff, but i got pretty into it and it felt tremendously good. Unexplanitory happeneings. while i was there with my eyes closed listenint to underoath for sometime, i had this really really really badass song in my head, about the feeling i had at that exact moment, and like as fast as it was in my head, it was gone just as fast. i got so aggravated by that. anyway. The drive home was awkward. Cusssssss welllllllll it was. On the way i got the guitar out and me and julie wrote music to a song i wrote..... it was awkward cus i had wrote it some time ago about someone....yea....pretty easy to connect the dots i believe.....and it was weird,idk with her singing it, i just kinda wanted to just stop and sleep, but at the same time, playing felt so good......shoo who knows....i dont....anyway....it sounds good, i like it, and i hope everyone else will too. Whats weird is that, natuarlly you have you change lyrics around, or rewrite parts to make it flow, but it also feels weird cus it feels like its changing what i felt when i wrote it. I really really dont mind changing it but its just wierd....w.e floats i guess. :-P anyway its gonna get finished and im gonna make julie play it at java so if your reading this julie you better cope with it cus im gonna make you so shoo you better get ready... :-D its all in love not hate...shoo....
you dont phase me....
hahahahahahahhahaahhahahahahaa ogh ok....it was just that harsh punch to my FACE that could have phased me a lil bit ;-) haha yes yes just a little...yea
anyway....soooo yea and now ive been home and things are back to normal, just ok, and normal things are going on...i hope to be going to java thursday, and saturday i plan on seeing jessi again, sunday (4th of July) also cus im going to the Seafood festival to see Zebra play which is gonna be effing sweet i say so you should all come and join me to help make life easier and more fun. :-D shoo simmer down its ok dont get TOO excited. butttttt there some things that i need to say....Duran......i love you its ok...you shouldnt need to know all of the reasons why i want to care about you, your wonderful and awesome and so much more that i cant put in here, and your def. worth worrying/carying about so just let me help at if possible. really...i want to..... and brandy...fucking dike...i swear....you ever just take off to oklahoma or kentucky or wherever again ima gut you like a fish....cus i love you :-P and i miss you so CALL ME GAH..... and mrs. clark, you know....things will be ok....and thank you for the talks and advice....
heres a song .....ill ttyl cus its 2 in the morning, and its late and all...shoo...but i love you guys and please tlak to me cus i need it ....i really do
This song kicks ass, you should listen to it........
Dashboard Confessional - This Bitter Pill
Walking away.
It's not the same as running.
Is it to you now that you've run this in the ground.
And you say take this.
This medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow, choke, and die.
And this bitter pill is leaving you
with such an angry mouth.
One that's void of all discretion
such an awful tearing sound.
With it's measure only equal by the power of my stare
glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair
is never wearing out.
It's wearing off
and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
and a head to match.
The bottle is waiting
the cap is twisted begging to be used
and so are you.
look up the goddamn meaning to the emotion....its freaking amazing if you get the same definition i got....