Um
This is the 3rd time in a row that I have been awake for 24+ hours
I am beginning to think maybe something is wrong
maybe
I mean I am sleeping, it's just.. when I wake up, for the last 3 times, I don't go to bed until ~24 hours has passed. And then I sleep for.. a normal amount.
maybe my body is fed up with sleeping so much
which is cool with me~ ... if only I could get myself to do something productive during the periods of non-sleep D;
like .. study this damn Japanese
I feel I am making some progress
I printed out worksheets + a hiragana chart which I am gonna laminate so I can totally study in the shower
but it feels a bit weird because while I am able to recognize some hiragana right now, I still have no idea what words MEAN.
.. well it's really just like singing along to foreign music. I can mimic, but I have no idea what I'm saying - but that part will come in time.
ps this song I'm listening to? idk if I mentioned it here or not (too lazy to look) but it has been a <3'd song of mine for a while.. and I only JUST YESTERDAY (or the day before, idr) realized it's about sex with a minor.
I really need to start paying attention to lyrics... D|
& oh but seriously, I don't do ANYTHING productive at all after about the 16 hour mark of being awake. It's like my brain shuts down but my body won't, so I just kind of sit here and stare at the screen (...or read yaoi for 7 hours straight)... then I think of something to do, and I start to do it (like play a game on facebook) but about 30 seconds in, I just go back into zombie mode and I know it can't be healthy but I can't.. stop.
I drank some coffee and it woke my brain up a bit, so that's good - except it's probably not good at all, BODY / BRAIN STOP BEING WEIRD. OR DON'T. EITHER WAY.
I am beginning to think maybe something is wrong
maybe
I mean I am sleeping, it's just.. when I wake up, for the last 3 times, I don't go to bed until ~24 hours has passed. And then I sleep for.. a normal amount.
maybe my body is fed up with sleeping so much
which is cool with me~ ... if only I could get myself to do something productive during the periods of non-sleep D;
like .. study this damn Japanese
I feel I am making some progress
I printed out worksheets + a hiragana chart which I am gonna laminate so I can totally study in the shower
but it feels a bit weird because while I am able to recognize some hiragana right now, I still have no idea what words MEAN.
.. well it's really just like singing along to foreign music. I can mimic, but I have no idea what I'm saying - but that part will come in time.
ps this song I'm listening to? idk if I mentioned it here or not (too lazy to look) but it has been a <3'd song of mine for a while.. and I only JUST YESTERDAY (or the day before, idr) realized it's about sex with a minor.
I really need to start paying attention to lyrics... D|
& oh but seriously, I don't do ANYTHING productive at all after about the 16 hour mark of being awake. It's like my brain shuts down but my body won't, so I just kind of sit here and stare at the screen (...or read yaoi for 7 hours straight)... then I think of something to do, and I start to do it (like play a game on facebook) but about 30 seconds in, I just go back into zombie mode and I know it can't be healthy but I can't.. stop.
I drank some coffee and it woke my brain up a bit, so that's good - except it's probably not good at all, BODY / BRAIN STOP BEING WEIRD. OR DON'T. EITHER WAY.