One-Shot: [JinDa] Reset

[pi_no_tsuma]

Author: Baka Anjii [ pi_no_tsuma]
Title: Reset
Chapters: 1/1
Genre : Drama, Smut, Romance, Au, Angst
Ratings: R-18
Band/Artist: KAT-TUN
Pairings: JinDa
Characters: Akanishi Jin and Ueda Tatsuya
Synopsis: Akanishi Jin is Ueda Tatsuya’s butler who had secretly liked him ever since they were young. One night Tatsuya arrives home, drunk from a party and something happens between them. The next morning, Tatsuya tells Jin to act normal and like nothing happened. Jin being an obedient butler and since it was his duty to follow Tatsuya’s orders acts cool and normal though inside he was breaking apart.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fic but I do own the plot and story, this is a fanfiction written for entertainment. No harm is intended and no copyright infringement was intended.
Comments: For Hyemin-ah  terra_forensis and for all the JinDa fans out there too~ enjoy the fic. <3


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“I’m leaving.” Tatsuya called out.

“Take care and have a great evening sir.” Jin smiled as he hand the older man his jacket.

Tatsuya took it and smiled, “Thank you.” He hummed before putting it on and heading out of the house.

Jin bowed before him and watched him leave. Jin sighed as he loosen his bow tie. He then closed the door and went to his room. Jin bit his lip as he rest his back behind his door as he remove his bow tie, coat and gloves. He set them down by a small table in his room before he unbuttoned some of the upper buttons on his shirt. He let out a low and tired groan before he collapsed on his bed.

He stared blankly on the ceiling as flashbacks of this morning appear at the back of his mind. He shook his head and turned to lie on his stomach. “This is so wrong.” He groaned. He reached to his pocket and pulled his pocket watch out to see the time. It’s 8:15 in the evening. He rolled back on his back and stared at the ceiling once again.

He let out another sigh and placed an arm across his face, “I wonder what time will he come back.” He wondered exhaustedly.

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Jin tried everything for him to be able to fall asleep however, to his dismay, nothing worked at all. He just couldn’t fall asleep worrying about his master. He bit down on his lip hard and glanced at the clock in his bedside table. It’s 1:04 in the morning and still, Tatsuya wasn’t home. He felt his heart pound hardly against his chest as he sat up from his bed. He sighed as he held a hand on his stomach that seemed to tighten into a knot making him feel like throwing up from the overflowing feeling of anxiousness and misery.

He just can’t stand not seeing Tatsuya around. Thoughts of him being in danger and such plagued his mind making it uneasy for him. He stood up and decided to take a walk outside by the front gate and wait for Tatsuya to arrive home. He walked back and fort, the tight knot in his stomach seemed to tighten up more as time pass by. He gasped for air to reach his lungs that seemed to collapse already.

“God, where is he?” he asked himself worriedly. He walked back and fort outside the cold in his white long sleeve button up shirt and his black pants. The sleeves where rolled up to his elbows and the first four buttons were opened revealing some of his chest. His hair a bit untidy from lying on the bed for hours, rolling and switching positions trying to sleep and his eyes deep from exhaustion and stress.

He sighed and hold his head with one hand while the other was prompt up on his waist; he stood there, staring angrily at the front gate. Soon enough a luxurious car stopped in front of the gate. Jin stared at it for a while before tall man came out of the driver’s area. He watched him carefully as the tall man in stylish clothes walked to the passenger’s seat. He opened it and pulled a familiar form out. Jin’s eyes narrowed and he quickly ran to open the gate.

“Tatsuya-sama!” he called out, the tall man looked at him as he held a drunken Tatsuya in his arms. The tall man smiled and bowed a little at him.

“Good evening.” He greeted politely, “You must be Tatsuya-kun’s butler.”

Jin glared at him but then turned his gaze at the half passed out man in his arms. “What did you do to him?” he growled as he snatched him away from his arms.

The tall man chuckled and just let Jin steal Tatsuya away. “He must’ve drunk too much in the party. I apologize. You must’ve been so worried about him.”

Jin scoffed and carried Tatsuya in his arms. Tatsuya groaned and mumbled sleepily. “R-Ryo-kun~ I don’t want to go home yet!”

Jin eyed the man in his arms and sighed, “I’ll handle it from here. Thank you for driving him home safely and sorry for the trouble. Good night.” He bowed a bit at him before gesturing the guards to close the gate and he took Tatsuya off inside with him.

Ryo watched them carefully, chuckling a bit to himself before he drove off.

Jin walked inside and carried Tatsuya to his room. Tatsuya kept wiggling and struggling out of his grasp. Jin grew tired of his struggling and set him down right outside his door. “What’s wrong with you? Why are you so drunk?” Jin asked in an angry tone at him.

Tatsuya looked at him vaguely, his mind fogged up from all the alcohol he had drunk at the party. He smirked a little and poked Jin’s bare chest. “I’m home, Jin-kun~” he cooed intoxicated.

Jin blushed but looked away, groaning as he sniffed the smell of the alcohol from Tatsuya’s breath. “Stop it! You stink! What the hell is wrong with you? Do you know what time is it now? Do you know how worried I was? And who was that man back there, huh? Geez! You’re such an idiot!” he growled under his breathe as he watched him from the corner of his eyes.

The smirk on Tatsuya’s face faded when Jin started yelling at him. He narrowed his eyes at him and poked his bare chest once again, this time harder. Jin hissed and glared down at him. “What is wrong with you?” he asked back groggily.

He glared at the taller man and kept prodding on his bare chest until he his back hit the wall across his room’s door. Jin just eyed him angrily. “Why do you act like you’re my father?” Tatsuya asked, smirking a bit.

“Oh no, wait. I mean…why are you acting as if you’re my boyfriend?” he hummed with a mischievous tone in it.

Jin scoffed and shoved his hand away from his chest. “I’m your butler. It’s my duty to watch over you and if something bad happens to you, I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself.” He replied however, besides that fact, he was in love with him that’s why he was so worked up with all these.

Tatsuya’s smirk widen, “Is that so?” he hummed before turning around to face his door. He walked towards it and held on the knob.

“What if I tell you that…something happened between me and Ryo-kun? That’s why I didn’t want to go home yet?” he asked, glancing over his shoulder to see the look on Jin’s face before opening the door and walking inside. A wide grin spread across his face.

Jin’s eyebrows furrowed, his nose scrunched up and his teeth gritted as his hand curled up into a tight fist. He felt his blood boil and rise up to his head as he stormed inside Tatsuya’s room and slammed the door behind him. He locked it and hissed. “Are…you serious?” he asked, eyes darted on the back of the man who was now seated by his vanity table.

Tatsuya burst out laughing and leaned his back on the vanity table. He watched Jin carefully somehow loving that angry look on his face. He smirked and crossed his legs together. He tilted his head to the side and licked his lips. “What if…I say…I am serious? What would you do?”

Jin bit his lip hard and clenched on his fist trying to control his temper. ‘Calm down Jin. Calm down. You’re his butler. You can’t do anything to him! Don’t be stupid!’ he scolded himself but it just doesn’t seem to work. Just the thought of Ryo holding and doing anything with Tatsuya that he can’t do just keeps flaming the pits of his stomach with jealousy and fury. He hissed and looked away from him.

Tatsuya chuckled and hummed quietly to himself, examining Jin from head to toe. His eyes roaming around Jin’s bare chest that was somewhat red from his prodding. “You know, you look so hot when you’re angry. I wonder why no one is all over you right now.” He smirked and stood up from where he was seating.

Jin ignored him however; a blush came across his angry visage. “Shut up!” he hissed annoyed.

“Oh…is that how you talk to your master?” Tatsuya giggled as he circled Jin, letting his finger run on his chest and back as he did so.

Jin twitched and stepped back a little from him. “Stop it…Tatsuya-sama.” He sighed.

Tatsuya laughed playfully and stood in front of him. “How cute. The way you contain your temper. You know…a volcano can’t stop itself erupting especially when there is something making them want to explode more, ne?” he smirked and tip toed to lean over Jin’s ear.

“Don’t hold it back, it’s bad.” He whispered before turning away from him with a wide smirk on his face. Jin glared at him and finally he exploded. He grabbed Tatsuya and pushed him down his vanity table. He glared down angrily at him while he looked back with wide eyes at him.

“I told you to stop.” He groaned, he held tightly on Tatsuya’s wrist, pinning them on the mirror.

Tatsuya flinched and struggled but the grip just tightens every time he moves. “L-let go of me Jin! You’re hurting me!” he whined.

Jin smirked and leaned down on his ear, “Weren’t you the one who told me not to hold back? Why are you struggling now, Tatsuya-sama?” he whispered playfully by his ear before leaning down to shut Tatsuya up with a deep and rough kiss.

Tatsuya gasped. His eyes grew wide and his body froze at the kiss. His butler. The butler who had been so gentle with everything and who had been so nice to him had now became so rough and…scary. Tatsuya struggled more but he was too drunk and weak to set himself free from the assault. ‘H-he…he’s so angry! I don’t understand! W-why is he so mad?’ he wondered to himself as he kept struggling.

Jin licked Tatsuya’s lips before he nipped it gently. He parted his lips from him about an inch to gasp for air. He leaned his forehead on Tatsuya’s before finally pulling himself away from him. He sighed and held a hand up on his head. ‘Ah, what did you do?’ he inwardly scolded himself.

“I- I’m sorry.” He whispered under his breath and took a step back away from Tatsuya.

Tatsuya stared at him quietly. The kiss seemed to haunt him, he wanted more. He wanted to see more and feel more of him. He was so stiff and gentle every time and he admit, he was amused by his other personality. That wild and strong manly side of him had hit his on button. He chuckled and grabbed Jin’s collar and pulled him back, wrapping his arms and legs around him as he sat on his vanity table before pressing his lips onto Jin’s once again.

Jin’s eyes grew wide in shock as he felt Tatsuya’s full lips on his. The latter bit his lip playfully and had slide his tongue inside his mouth. Jin gasped and a low groan escaped his throat. His hands slowly settled on Tatsuya’s thin waist, his thumbs massaging the latter’s hipbones and a moan crawled out of Tatsuya’s throat as they kissed.

Everything seemed like a dream but if it was, Jin surely doesn’t want to wake up. Tatsuya’s hand made its way under Jin’s opened shirt, massaging Jin’s chest and stomach. Jin pulled back and slipped Tatsuya’s shirt off before nuzzling onto his neck and licking on it. Tatsuya tilted his head back, exposing his neck more to Jin as he moaned out his name softly in faint pants as he unbuttoned the rest of the shirt and slipped it down to Jin’s elbows.

His hands roamed Jin’s broad shoulders then his back, kissing his shoulder as Jin worked on his neck then to his collarbone. He couldn’t help but feel all hot in and out of his body. “Nn~” he moaned.

Jin smirked a little and slowly worked on Tatsuya’s pants. Jin moaned when he felt Tatsuya’s hand squeezing his butt before it found its way to tease the bulge sticking out of his pants.  “A-ah! Nn!” Jin groaned as he panted softly on the other’s ear. Tatsuya smirked delightedly at the groan of the taller man as he continued to knead him behind his pants.

Jin slipped a hand inside Tatsuya’s pants and boxers, taking his hardened length in his warm gentle hands. Tatsuya gasped and arched his body up to Jin’s hands. “Ah! J-Jin!” Tatsuya moaned as he felt Jin’s hand slowly move up and down his length, Jin’s slender fingers swirled around his cock ever so gently, kneading and stroking it in a teasing pace. He bit his lip to stop himself from screaming when he felt Jin’s thumb tease the moist tip of his longing cock.

He wrapped his arms around him, pulling him closer as he grazed his teeth on the crook of Jin’s neck before he nipped and suck on it, leaving a bright red mark on Jin’s delicate skin. Jin gasped and squeezed Tatsuya’s cock when he felt his lips sucking on his skin. He bit his lip lightly before finally deciding to slip Tatsuya’s pants off him as the latter sat rather impatiently on the vanity table. Jin backed away from him to see his face before placing a hand on his neck where the smaller man who was now licking on his lip teasingly had sucked.

“Did you know what you just did?” he asked as he stared quietly at him, his shirt still hanging on his elbows.

Tatsuya glanced up at him and tilted his head innocently to the side. Obviously, he was still under a great influence of alcohol that is running all over his system. His eyes roamed around Jin’s half bare body before falling on the hand covering the part of his neck where he had marked him. He smirked and hummed softly to himself.

“Oh you mean- the hickey I just gave you?”  He snickered. Jin glared at him and huffed.

The smirk on his face faded and a pout replaced it, he glared back at him and grabbed his face to him. “What? Don’t you like it, Jin-kun?” he asked, there was a ring accented on Jin’s name making Jin blush as he pulled his face away from Tatsuya’s hands.

“Stop it, Tatsuya-sama! You’re acting like some cheap whore. You’re drunk. We both know this is not right.” he was about to pull his shirt back on when Tatsuya grabbed him again and kissed him full on the lips. Tatsuya’s tongue forced itself in Jin’s mouth while his hands worked on pulling Jin’s trousers and boxers off exposing Jin’s hardened length to him.

Jin pulled away quickly to gasp for air; he was forcefully being smothered by Tatsuya’s lips. He took a step backwards and eyed the man sitting on the vanity table angrily. “What are you doing?” he groaned. Annoyance was clear on his face.

Tatsuya glared at him in return of his groan, “Stop acting cool! You know you want this too!” Tatsuya hissed angrily at him.

Jin looked down a bit and sighed knowing Tatsuya was just so drunk. “Fine. I won’t hold back anymore then.” He hissed back at him and pinned both of his hands up against the mirror and kissed him roughly. The things on Tatsuya’s vanity table falling off on the ground as he adjusted himself in comfortable position on the vanity table.

“Take it off.” Tatsuya pleaded referring to his own pants and boxers blocking his own erection. Jin smirked lightly and nodded as his hands let go of Tatsuya’s and stripped him off the clothing left on him. Tatsuya wrapped one leg around Jin’s waist as he let the other dangle down from where he was seated. They kissed again as their members and chests rubbed against each other. The friction pushing the two of them on their edges.

Tatsuya’s hands snaked around Jin’s neck and pulled the taller man closer to him, deepening the already burning kiss they were sharing. Their mouths met, their tongues curled together, playing and displaying lust as their arms embraced each other. Jin sucked gently on Tatsuya’s tongue, tasting his sweet mouth into his. They hummed blissfully against each other’s mouth, breaking their passionate kiss once in a while to gasp and pant for air.

Tatsuya hummed as they pulled away from each other, licking and sucking on his own lip that was abused from the rough kisses they shared. Jin’s saliva lingered on his lips and mouth. “To the window-“he commanded as he wrapped both legs on Jin’s waist before pulling himself to him.

Jin blinked curiously at him but held him under his thigh, carrying him gently into his brawny arms. He carefully walked him over the window, kissing his neck as he walked him there. When they reached the window, he carefully sat him down the windowsill. Tatsuya tilted his head to the side, letting Jin kiss and suck on his neck under the vague light of the moon up in the starry sky. He hummed, arched his body up so that their chests and hips were touching. He felt so hot and hard he wanted Jin to just give it to him and stop with all these foreplays. However, a wonderful sexy idea hit him. He smirked mischievously to himself and pushed Jin away; he got off the windowsill and went over his bedside table to grab a blindfold and handcuffs.

Jin watched him carefully, sitting down the windowsill and leaning his back on the window. Tatsuya turned to him and smirked, letting the blindfold and handcuffs dangle in his fingers. Jin tilted his head a bit to the side curiously as Tatsuya walked closer to him; he sat on his lap, straddling him before placing the blind fold over his eyes before wrapping Jin’s arms around him and cuffing his hands there. Jin groaned a little as their throbbing members touched and when his eyes were covered and his hands were cuffed around Tatsuya’s waist.

Tatsuya smirked, licked the back of his ear before licking his jaw line and finally kissing him full on the lips. He pulled away, sucking Jin’s lower lip and smirked as he watched him. “Do you like it?” he wondered. Jin nodded obediently and stayed still, not being able to see what was Tatsuya’s about to do next is making him anxious and gravely nervous; it also intensifies his other senses. He panted nervously, back still leaning flat back on the window as he sweat, waiting patiently for Tatsuya to continue with the act. He can’t speak from the anxiousness and nervousness eating him up inside.

Tatsuya moaned softly and worked on his collarbone, a small soft muffled yelp came out of Jin’s throat as the latter bit his lip hard so he won’t be so loud. “It tickles-“he panted softly as he tugged Tatsuya’s body closer to him by pulling on his cuffed hands that were around the older man’s waist.

Tatsuya giggled and lapped it mercilessly; loving the reaction he was getting from Jin. Jin hissed and tugged on him again. “Quit the fucking act and stop the teasing.” Jin growled softly, trying to hide the anxiousness and nervousness on his face. Tatsuya sighed and nodded gently.

“Fine~” he simply replied. He placed a hand over Jin’s mouth and licked his own lips.

“Lick it.” He commanded and Jin licked Tatsuya’s palm, making sure to cover it with enough saliva before Tatsuya pulled his hand away and massaged it on Jin’s hard rock length. After making sure that Jin’s cock is now well lubricated, he carefully slid himself down, trembling and gasping a bit at how big Jin was.

“Oh fuck!” Jin groaned as he clenched his hands together feeling Tatsuya’s tightness eat his huge, hard and throbbing member up. He arched his hips up just barely as Tatsuya’s walls contract around him giving him a tight feeling coiling and tickling the pits of his stomach and pelvis.

Tatsuya let his head fall back and his eyes fall close as he roll his hips a little down to the base of Jin’s cock. “Oh Jin, you’re so big and hard! It feels so good~” he moaned as he pull back up the tip and tightening his walls there making Jin moan and arch his hips up back inside him. Tatsuya smirked lovingly as he started pumping up and down on his cock that seemed to grow bigger inside him. His nails dug on Jin’s shoulders as he leaned down to work on Jin’s neck, lips and collarbones while Jin’s stomach rubbed the underside of his erected cock, making his pleasure intensify.

“Oh please, ah! You’re so fucking tight!” Jin moaned as he rocked his hips along Tatsuya’s pumps. Every once in a while, Tatsuya would pull up to the tip and squeeze his ass around it before pumping down hard to the base and contracting his walls again making Jin just see stars behind that blindfold. Tatsuya smirked and kept doing it over and over again, knowing Jin loves it. With his head still feeling incredibly light from alcohol, he rode Jin with all his left energy and in bliss, moaning in his neck, lips and collarbones.

“Fuck, Tatsuya! Faster!” Jin groaned and so Tatsuya pumped up and down faster making his cock drip out with precum while it rubbed hard and fast against the moisten skin on Jin’s stomach. Tatsuya’s head fell back in bliss as he bit hard on his lip, moan and tremble in intense pleasure and before they knew it, they both came long and hard with a low groan.

They both trembled and Tatsuya kept humping up and down on Jin, riding out their orgasms as Jin’s thick warm white cream spill out of his tight abused asshole. Jin moaned as Tatsuya’s warm sweet cum trickle down his chest and stomach as the older man’s cock continued to tickle his skin. Tatsuya slowed down, panting and blushing hard as he locked his lips again with Jin’s. Jin hummed in the kiss as Tatsuya slowly pulled up on him.

“Ah, you’re so good~” Tatsuya whispered in his lips as he removed the blindfold and the handcuff off Jin. Jin smirked and shook his head, carrying Tatsuya to his bed, laying him carefully down between the pillows before pulling the cover over him and kissing his forehead.

“I could’ve been better if I wasn’t blindfolded and handcuffed.” He smirked.

“Good night, Tatsuya-sama.” He smiled, he was about to slip off the bed when he felt Tatsuya’s arm pulling him down beside him.

“Sleep here…” he murmured tiredly. Jin smiled and nodded, wrapping his arms around Tatsuya and falling asleep with the smaller man.

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The next morning, Jin woke up just before the sun could even rise up high into the sky. It was 5:30 in the morning and it was still somehow dark. He groaned and looked beside him and saw Tatsuya sleeping soundly and still naked in his arms. He smiled softly knowing that last night was definitely not a dream. He carefully slipped his arms away from Tatsuya not wanting to wake the smaller man in his deep slumber. He sighed as he sat on the edge of his bed, staring blankly outside Tatsuya’s window with a part of the bed sheet covering his lower half.

Suddenly the smaller man groaned and opened his eyes when the warm body keeping him safe became cold and empty, he rubbed his restless eyes and stared at Jin’s bare back. Tatsuya winced and hissed at the sore feeling on his back before he carefully sitting up, finding himself naked. A gasp escaped his lips as his eyes grew wide in shock before turning to face Jin who was now looking at him with a half smile.

“Sorry to wake you up Tatsuya-sama, please go back to sl-“

“What happened?” Tatsuya cut him off short, not even letting him finish his sentence. He looked at him, fright and shock clear on his face. Jin’s half smile turned into a frown at the sight of Tatsuya’s face. He looked away embarrassedly.

“I’m sorry, I tried to stop you…I tried to stop myself- but things went off hand and were just too hard to handle alone. You were so drunk and…everything happened so quickly. I’m so sorry.” Was the only thing he managed to say.

Tatsuya bit his lip, blushing furiously as he remembered the things that had happened that night despite his painfully throbbing head from too much alcohol and lack of rest. He felt his body shiver as the moans echoed inside his head and the intense pleasure he felt that night all flash back to him. He looked down knowing he was the one who started the flirting. “I…I’m sorry too- It was my fault…I forced you, didn’t I? I pushed you to your limits.” He frowned.

Jin shook his head, “No, I was the one at fault sir. I should know where I stand- it was forbidden to touch your master unless it is necessary and I wasn’t able to help myself. I am ready to take any punishment for my careless acts.”

“No one needs to be punished Jin. It was…an accident. Let’s just leave it like that. I was drunk, you’re a man- it can’t be helped. What’s done is done, its better off to leave it behind, locked deep in our memories. No need to speak about it. Let’s just forget it- it’s for our own goods. Let’s just pretend nothing had happened and act normally like before. I’m sorry you have to go through all these. You can leave now-“

Jin felt his heart shutter at Tatsuya’s words but faked a smile anyway. He bowed at him before walking by the vanity table to pick his clothes up. “I understand sir.” He mouthed carefully as he put on his clothes. He glanced up at Tatsuya who was now lying flat on his stomach on the bed through the reflections on the vanity mirror. He looked down, trying to hold back his tears before facing him and flashing him his sweet smile. He was indeed a master of disguise, an expert in concealing his true feelings. It was what they were thought anyway. It’s what butlers were supposed to do.

“Thank you, sir. I’ll take my leave now then.” He bowed and quietly went out of Tatsuya’s room. As soon as the door closed, he leaned his back on the door and in no time, his tears streaked down out of his eyes. He clenched his hand over his chest as he felt his tears flow out harder, his breathe hitching as he clenched on his chest tighter. It…hurts.

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Weeks past and Jin was doing well with concealing his true feelings. He kept that sweet and warm smile on his face even though deep inside he was breaking every time he’ll see Tatsuya. At first, it was very awkward but he was acting like nothing happened at all that Tatsuya was slowly able to forget however, Jin haven’t and he will NEVER forget it.

“Good morning, Tatsuya-sama.” He greeted him cheerfully as ever.

Tatsuya smiled up at him and bowed a little, “Good morning Akanishi-kun. How are you?” he greeted back as cheerfully.

Jin kept quiet for a while and beamed at him, “I’m doing quite well, sir and yourself?” he asked back.

“I’m good, thank you for all your hard work.” Tatsuya smiled but then had the urge to ask him again. “Do…Have you completely gotten over that incident?” he asked.

Jin looked at him quietly before smiling a bit, “Yes sir, I don’t even know what incident you are talking about.” He laughed whole heartedly, knowing completely what the other was talking about. Despite his cheerful laugh, he was crying inside.

“T-that’s good~ See you then.” Tatsuya smiled and went to work.

Jin bowed and bid him good bye and when he left, he let out an exhausted sigh. “Man, pretending is hard and tiring.” He shook his head before heading back to his room. He held his hands over his face and cried.

You asked me if I’m okay…do I really looked like nothing’s wrong? Even now when I look at you my heart hurts. Even if it’s for a moment, I try so hard not to let my tears fall. Don’t you know that I’m smiling like a fool? Now how can we act like nothing had happened? Can we really act like that? Can we? Can we really go back to the old times? How am I going to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me? Press the reset.

~the end~

..owari..