Inauguration Day
My cough is finally starting to go away now and have been taking antibiotics. I rescheduled the free happy hour at McFadden's to this weekend however I think I should just give it to someone else because I really don't think I should be drinking.
It was nice to watch the inauguration on TV today, it would of probably been even cooler to be there but I don't think it would of been worth it for me to be out there in the cold weather. I am not good at winter. I really enjoyed Obama's speech though and the other speeches, especially the poet, I forgot her name. I was also surprised that they had that strong prayer too but it was nice to listen to.
I tried to go get Nicola from the metro since she was flying back in today but my car battery is dead I think. My friend said AAA will replace the battery for just the charge of the battery. I think I will wait till my day off Friday to deal with that though. That way I can take it to the dealer and they can give me a ride home if needed. Cars are irritating. I thought Hondas were not supposed to be reliable.
I tried not to focus on my anxiety today and focus on the TV and getting some chores done, still finishing up laundry stuff and have been doing a bit of ironing. I really don't know what happened to me, I was doing great over the summer and stuff. I guess I just get nervous and feel like I am alone here but I have to keep reminding myself that I have a few friends nearby just in case.
Yesterday I hung out with George and we went to the store and I bought a ceiling fan for the living room. I was crying a lot though and we went to Potbelly's and he got me some soup. He told me he'd come over tonight but I'm sure he's not going to now since I was crying a lot yesterday. He thinks I am taking it out on him but I'm not trying to, I just have not been feeling myself lately. I don't know why. I have been trying to figure out if it is just me or him that makes me feel anxious and upset. I try to explain to him but I don't think he understands me. He thinks I can just make a choice to change things but it isn't that simple. I have a lot going on inside of me and he can't understand that. I am trying to relax, I really am. I have a lot of chores and stuff to do in my condo I have just been having a tough time being alone. At least the TV helps somewhat.
Tomorrow and Thursday is back to work.
It was nice to watch the inauguration on TV today, it would of probably been even cooler to be there but I don't think it would of been worth it for me to be out there in the cold weather. I am not good at winter. I really enjoyed Obama's speech though and the other speeches, especially the poet, I forgot her name. I was also surprised that they had that strong prayer too but it was nice to listen to.
I tried to go get Nicola from the metro since she was flying back in today but my car battery is dead I think. My friend said AAA will replace the battery for just the charge of the battery. I think I will wait till my day off Friday to deal with that though. That way I can take it to the dealer and they can give me a ride home if needed. Cars are irritating. I thought Hondas were not supposed to be reliable.
I tried not to focus on my anxiety today and focus on the TV and getting some chores done, still finishing up laundry stuff and have been doing a bit of ironing. I really don't know what happened to me, I was doing great over the summer and stuff. I guess I just get nervous and feel like I am alone here but I have to keep reminding myself that I have a few friends nearby just in case.
Yesterday I hung out with George and we went to the store and I bought a ceiling fan for the living room. I was crying a lot though and we went to Potbelly's and he got me some soup. He told me he'd come over tonight but I'm sure he's not going to now since I was crying a lot yesterday. He thinks I am taking it out on him but I'm not trying to, I just have not been feeling myself lately. I don't know why. I have been trying to figure out if it is just me or him that makes me feel anxious and upset. I try to explain to him but I don't think he understands me. He thinks I can just make a choice to change things but it isn't that simple. I have a lot going on inside of me and he can't understand that. I am trying to relax, I really am. I have a lot of chores and stuff to do in my condo I have just been having a tough time being alone. At least the TV helps somewhat.
Tomorrow and Thursday is back to work.