How do you get a liar to confess?
I went out last night to McFadden's and had a blast with friends for coworker's birthday. I probably made the mistake of going to his house afterwards I dunno.
He told me the deleting the MySpace comment was an "accident" but why would you even go to the comments section like that unless you were deliberately going to delete it? And then even screen your comments after that? I dunno...I tried to let it go. I know it was not an accident though despite him keeping saying that after I kept telling him. I know people shouldn't take social networking sites so seriously but still...it hurts feelings like that.
He took me to IHOP for breakfast/brunch today and that was good. I still think it is strange and not good that he will not introduce me to his family and friends. He said in time he would. We have known each other for seven months now though. I really don't consider think it is a serious relationship unless you do that but I don't think he gets that. I think he really just wants to keep his options open or whatever. Why can't guys just be honest about that?
I know I have been paranoid about him like not answering my calls or wanting to look at his phone, etc. But it is hard get back to the old feelings after you have been hurt even as much as you want to...if you genuinely love someone, your love doesn't just disappear.
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I was going to go out tonight but I have so much to get done around the house. My anxiety is bothering me again tonight too so I think it's best if I stay in. It is rainy and yucky out anyway. I did a little bit of ironing but I don't know how much stuff I will be able to get done. I might listen to the relaxation CD my mom gave me or something later. I am trying to go out with other people and other friends too but it is hard with anxiety. I know you can control it with your brain and thoughts but sometimes I feel like I can't as much as I try to. I can't wait to see my doctor on Monday night. I think the hardest part is pretty much living alone in the condo and stuff (my roommate is hardly here and moving out next month). I am just not good at being alone however I have to be alone a lot to take care of things around the house unless someone comes over and keeps me company while I do that but I don't think friends would just want to do that...
I'm glad I have live journal to write things out sometimes.
He told me the deleting the MySpace comment was an "accident" but why would you even go to the comments section like that unless you were deliberately going to delete it? And then even screen your comments after that? I dunno...I tried to let it go. I know it was not an accident though despite him keeping saying that after I kept telling him. I know people shouldn't take social networking sites so seriously but still...it hurts feelings like that.
He took me to IHOP for breakfast/brunch today and that was good. I still think it is strange and not good that he will not introduce me to his family and friends. He said in time he would. We have known each other for seven months now though. I really don't consider think it is a serious relationship unless you do that but I don't think he gets that. I think he really just wants to keep his options open or whatever. Why can't guys just be honest about that?
I know I have been paranoid about him like not answering my calls or wanting to look at his phone, etc. But it is hard get back to the old feelings after you have been hurt even as much as you want to...if you genuinely love someone, your love doesn't just disappear.
http://www.torontosnumber1datedoctor.com/NEWSLETTER%20ARTICLES/cheating_men.html
I was going to go out tonight but I have so much to get done around the house. My anxiety is bothering me again tonight too so I think it's best if I stay in. It is rainy and yucky out anyway. I did a little bit of ironing but I don't know how much stuff I will be able to get done. I might listen to the relaxation CD my mom gave me or something later. I am trying to go out with other people and other friends too but it is hard with anxiety. I know you can control it with your brain and thoughts but sometimes I feel like I can't as much as I try to. I can't wait to see my doctor on Monday night. I think the hardest part is pretty much living alone in the condo and stuff (my roommate is hardly here and moving out next month). I am just not good at being alone however I have to be alone a lot to take care of things around the house unless someone comes over and keeps me company while I do that but I don't think friends would just want to do that...
I'm glad I have live journal to write things out sometimes.